she just love to talk

cottion for sale ; batch 1

2010-06-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

this post requested by my momma. dia nak suruh anak die yang sorang ni tolong habiskan kain ela yang ada kt rumah ni. ada few je yang tinggal. kiranya, nak jual la ni. hehe. jom tengok kain ape yang ade ok? :)

cotton world 001 dengan cotton world 003, kain dia sejuk. susah nk kedut. sedap pakai. i have this kind of cotton. sepasang la. best best. cotton world 001 ngn 003 price dia RM90. exclude postage ye. yang cotton world 002 tu, corak dia nice. macam ada gliter² skit. then dia macam ada effect lain. ade garisan². nice tau. yang cotton world 002, price dia RM60.

yang ni price dia RM90

this one yang RM60

this one RM90

RM30 EACH

ok, yang ni pulak cotton biasa je. kain dia fully cotton. RM30 each. kat bunga² dia ada glitter. lebih kurang macam cotton world 002, tapi yang ni takde effect dia. and kain dia kain biasa je. but yet nice. i ada 2 pasang baju kurung kain ni. hee. buat baju ke kelas. :) *next sem tak banyak lab, so i can where kurungg! :D *

tu je la yang tinggal buat masa ni. yang lain banyak dah habis. heee. so, korang, kalau yang teringin nak beli tu, do contact me ok? kan ade kat contact me form tu kan? hehe. sume kain² ni exclude postage tau. and siapa cepat dia dapat. :D

do email me at talkmuchmuch@gmail.com for any enquiries. :D

wish me luck.

2010-05-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

ive paper tomorrow morning.

wish me luck peoples!

tired.

2010-04-06T09:50:00.000+08:00

freaking tired.

end.

jom vote sy! :)

2010-04-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

kawan kawan yg dicintai...

cewaaah, ayat tak nk kalah, hehe. jom tolong vote sy untuk contest haritu yg sy join yer. please please. hihi.

click here for vote

korang kena choose 5 sweet couple.. ni rules and regulation for voting, copy paste dr blog broframestone. hihi

Undi akan bermula tetap pukul 12.01Am 1th April 2010

Apa yang anda perlu pastikan pengundi anda lakukan:-

1. Pilih 5 blogger dari yang tercalon
2. Nyatakan No calon blogger di dalam ruangan komen
3. Anda mesti merupakan blogger
4. Pastikan anda menggunakan email yang sah
5. Pastikan anda menggunakan URL blog anda (satu pengundi boleh gunakan satu blog sahaja, 2-3 blog automatik jd pengundi hantu)

Cara mengomen:-

1- Sweet Couple 17
2- Sweet Couple 02
3- Sweet Couple 03

Contoh je nie…. Undi yang tiada dalam senarai akan di anggap undi rosak

Undi xcukup untuk 5 pasangan pun dianggap undi rosak

Tolong jangan rosakan suasana & kebahagiaan mereka.

Undi akan mula di kira dari 01-04 April 2010

and please do vote for sweet couple 17 ok!

thanx peopless.

loves yaaa!

come join this contest!

2010-03-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

to those yang ade pasangan tu, and nk mencuba nasib join contest bro framestone, jom la meriahkan contest tu. hehe. korang jangan la malu n segan, tajok contest ni cam nk bergado, tp actually tak pon. just for fun! hehe~

and if nk contoh cane nk buat contest tu, meh rujuk my other blog ; www.ayadalliqa.com or just

click here

korang...

2010-03-18T06:00:00.000+08:00

kawan kawan yang baik lagi, sy dah tukar blog ke link yang baru. dah macam2 berupdate. gmbr2 yg seronok n tak seronok pon ade. hehe.. can entry gi genting, siap ade 3 partg lg tau! official learning, and macam2 lagi la.

kalau korang baik hati lg, refollow la kat sana balik. hik2~ klu tak nk pon tak pe. tak paksa. :)

kalau nk tahu lebih lanjut pasal genting trip aritu, click here

and if nk tahu pasal ape bende yg offical learning tu, click here

so, sape2 nk tahu more update from me. hihi. sile2 la refollow balik yer. :)

thanx :D

*blog ni ta femes pon, saje gedik2 tak tahu nk post ape. lalala ~ *

information..

2010-02-28T15:33:00.002+08:00

korang, blog ni akan jarang untuk diupdate lagi tau.

sila2 kan diri anda tok jenguk blog yg baru.

bnyak dah update.

heee~

www.ayadalliqa.com

annoucmenttt!

2010-02-18T01:50:00.002+08:00

ok, i nak buat annoucment, maybe after this i will not updating this blog anymore since i dah tak gune this blog, tapi ill keep it as my memories..

the new blog link is ;

http://www.ayadalliqa.com

to nyone yang nk exchange link lame dengan link yang baru, amat dialu2 kan. sila tinggalkan komen anda kat sana yer. ill update the link sooon!

till then peeps!

=)

love~

thanks...

2010-02-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

thanx for the trip to zoo today.

THANKS for the love that you give me,
THANKS for always be my side,
THANKS for always lend me your ears and eyes,
THANKS for support me all this time,
THANKS for give me the all the strengh when im down,
THANKS for all the sweet moment that we had,
THANKS for every single and tiny things that u make me smile.

THANKS and THANKS.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
more than i expect that i will love you.
i want you in my life. ONLY YOU.
fullstop.

one word.

2010-02-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

one word ; FUN =)

thanx for the treat mr boyfie... LOVE <333

Alhmadullilah...

2010-02-10T04:54:00.000+08:00

ingat tak entri boy, cepatlah sedar ni? aha, alhmadulillah, semalam waktu MY around 8 something at night, i dengar berita baik dari bro. mula2 macam dia bangun and agak kejang sikit, but afta doc check everything, sume dah ok. and he open his eyes nowwww!!

memang bersyukur and happy yang tak terhingga bila i dengar boy dah sedar. kitorang kt twitter memang sangat gembira bile mendengar berita ni. memang sangat bersykur, and panjatkan setinggi-tinggi doa kat yang maha esa,dengan berkatnya, ALLAH dengar doa kami sume. syukur sangat2. tak terkira syukurknye.

and hanya ALLAH saje yang tahu, bertapa gembira and happynye bro, kalau im in his shoes sekalipon, conform la kan. the only one, dah bukak mata. dah sedar dari coma. YA ALLAH, kau memang maha pemurah...

frankly...

2010-02-08T20:43:00.001+08:00

i miss my old time. so badly. i miss them. i miss my moment with them. now, we are being far far apart, they didnt contact with me, and so do i. but, deeply inside me, i want to have chat with them, i want to laugh with them, i want to share stories with them.

i know, maybe its beacuse of me we are far apart, or maybe time changes, and people do changes, maybe me, or maybe them. It doest matter, the important is, I really miss them. Miss my high school time. where i spent most of my time with them , where i laugh with them, where i share most of my stories with them.

Gaaaah! i miss them badly, why i need to concern to those who not concern bout me rite? but, i try to get know the latest information of u guys, but seems, im lost. i know nothing bout u guys now. seriously, i want have some good time with them. chatting, talking, laugh, shopping, and many more. but seems, i cant.

i always pray for their own happiness, pray for their own success. hope they will achieved what they want in their life. i got a boring life, but trying to make it cheerfull, even sometimes ill feel that im alone in this whole world. babes, i love u, and our memories always keep in my mind. and sometimes, im crying when it cross my mind.

To theese people, i know, u wont read my blog, but, frankly, I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU. Friends....

♥ Sara Johanna Zulkifli

♥ Nurul Shazlin Mohd Rahim

♥ Wan Aliaa Mursyida Hanita

Time flies so fast, i know u guys have ur new clique, best friends, or what so ever. I hope u guys always happy in ur life. and ill pray for you happiness. ALWAYS......

boy, cepatla sedar.

2010-02-07T09:12:00.001+08:00

dari semalam, terjaga je mata ni, sureley terigtkan anak bro azlan, azllee. mula2 tak tahu pape since lately tido awal, time zone yang berbeza menyebabkan agak susah untuk berkomunikasi ngn bro azlan melainkan time tido lewat. but, disebabkan i pon tak bape sehat lately, tido je la awal kan.

and 2 hari sudah bile on twiiter, macam ada terbaca something yang kurang enak untuk didengari, i dapat tahu azllee pengsan kat sekolah sebab by of sudden, he cant breathe. and make it worst, doc terpaksa do some operation since salur pernafasan die sumbat. menurut kata bro azlan, this is the second time nye operation since last year die ade buat gak operation sbb salur pernafasan tersumbat. sory klu wrong info. seiigt ape yg bro penah gtaw i dulu...

bile i dapat tahu something tak kena ngn boy, i terus bukak twitter page bro untuk mengetahui ape yang terjadi sebenarnya, time tu bile i baca i dah cukup sebak dah, and i berdoa banyak2 there are nothing serious will happen to him. doa yang tidak pernah putus untuk boy from me and other friends for azllee.

even bro ngn i jauh MY-VEGAS, and tak pernah jumpe even almost nak jumpe pon time bro balek MY, tapi i terasa agak close with him maybe sebab i tak pernah ada abang maybe? yang really concern about his sister? yes, ktorang takde hubungan pertalian apa2, melainkan atas dasar seorang sahabat, tp, i sungguh sedih and teramat sebak bile mendengar berita camni.

die kecik lagi, baru 7y/o ada terpaksa bertarung ngn sume ni, kite yang dah besar ni pon sakit sikit pon kadang2 tak tahan, ni mereka yang baru nk mengenal dunia. sungguh, sedih sgt rasanya. rasa macam dah lame sangat i kenal bro azlan and boy, tapi the truth, baru je kot kenal. tapi, ntah la. somehow, i feel the pain that bro azlan tanggung.

sebelum i melelapkan mata semalam, i dapat tahu condition boy agak stabil, but bile i jaga pagi2 ni, i terus switch on laptop, and bukak twitter page bro, and i found that, doctor cakap boy coma since jantung die tak dapat nk pam oksigen ke otak! Ya, ALLAH, time i baca tadi, i dah menangis dah. sedih. sangat sedih. boy tu satunya2 yang boleh membuatkan bro happy, and sedih. bak kata orang, die la racun, dia la penawar. he is the only one that bro ade selain his family yg jauh kat MY.

I dah tak tahu nk cakap apa lagi. menitis je air mata ni meningatkan tentang boy, hope boy will be ok. boy, cepat sedar boy, daddy tgh risau saangat kt boy, daddy sayang kt boy. boy kena igt tu ye sayang, u need to be strong boy, u the only one that ur daddy have. nanti boy dah sedar, ajak daddy balik MY, tak yah dok jauh2 kat sana. boy, be strong, cuba untuk kuatkan semangat untuk sedar balik. boy, cepatlah sedar....

i really hope boy akan sedar secepat mungking, selama dia tak sedar ni, i tak kan tggl untuk berdoa untuk boy cepat sedar, untuk boy bukak mata. boy....

bro, sorry, sis amek gmbr ni kt bro nye twiter page, hope bro tak marah yer. boy, cepat sedar yer dik, bangun and give ur papa a big smile yer... sedih sgt. hope sgt boy cepat sedar.. kte same2 tolong doakan yer agak boy cepat sedar ye kawan2~

miss home.

2010-02-06T17:05:00.001+08:00

bosanye la kat shah alam ni. huhu~ nak gi makan susah, nk keluar susah. aish. ayong2, tak baik ok mengeluh, cume rasa rindu kat rumah. selama ni tak pernah tak balik rumah kt banting, but this week, for the sake of study, stay je la kat banting..

tapi kan, if i ade kete, dah lame melesap balik banting gak i rasa. haha! ok ok, feel free nak kate i nk manje or wut so ever, ever kadang2 or most of the times i bengang gile bile balik banting, but i loved it so much. i love my own house. my own room.

oh, i miss my two lil boy. naughty tu tak yah cakap la kan, budak rite? so terpaksa la terima. huk2~ seriously rindu rumahhh! uwaaa~

takpe2, sabar ayong, sabar, next week balik awal ea banting. hehe. lagipun, next week dah start cuti raya cina. hee~ hip hip hoooray! hahah. sure nanti ade dengar keluh kesah bosan dok umah. hahahha!

and next week jugak, insyaALLAH akan jumpe boyfiee lagi. ok, i miss him every moment ok! huhu~ susahnye LDR ni.. huhu~ and time cuti CNY nnt mungking juga akan turun genting with the boyfiee and other sista! yeayyyy!

before i stop, meh usya gmbar heroes. :)

this is abang, sangat suke main bola, and cepat merajuk! =)

ni adik, pemalu tapi hardcore, suke buli orang! :)

ni lah dua jantung hati saya, selain my family and mr.boyf. hehe~ tu adik i, family gak tu. hehe~ btw, pic tu telah diedit oleh i.

entry tutorial mengedit gmbr akan dibuat malam nanti gamaknye, sila tunggggu! =)

till then peeps!
♥

alhamdullilah =)

2010-02-05T13:04:00.000+08:00

alhamdullilah, im ok now. dah takde suspect dengi or wut so ever, tingal kong kang je . tu batok yer wahai kawan2~ hehehe~

this week habiskan masa dengan tido even sedar asaiment melambak, test ade 3, tapi terpaksa, bukan diesengajakan. salahkan ubat batok tu yang effect die kuat sgt, tp please, jgn slhkan ibu mengandung! ahahaha. dah kelaut merepek ni.

*clapclap* sbb dengan jayanye, ayong dah berani gi clinic alone! and plus, kena amek darah lagi ok! 2 kali! hebat tak i? hahaha... bangga ok ngn diri sendri! hehe~ :)

ok, tu je lah kot, oouh, and lupe, this week, 1st time weekend berada di shah alam, hahah! setelah selama 5 minggu ni, every week balik banting, tak pernah tingal, ni for the 1st time ni this sem! hahaha!

ok la peeps, nk kena smbung study, malam ni ade test!

wish me luch ok dearest!

love
♥

Editing =)

2010-01-31T13:14:00.002+08:00

editing by me

teach by mr.boyfie

original pic =)

Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam.

2010-01-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

seharian keluar, dating membawa adik2. how cool yeah? adik2 punya excited, as early as they can, die kejutkan my bf, ye lah. bilik kt umah ni penuh, umah tak besar mane. hehe~ so, i pon merempat dok bilik my sis, bilik my lil bro, kwn2 adik i tido, bilik i, my lil bro+dearie bf tido. so, paham kan? hehe~

i dah la tido lambat last nite, mmg penat gile ok. bangun2 nk kena siapkan dorang sume, memang letih. balik je banting, surely ill be their kinda momma. haha! letih ok! dah 2kali sabtu i jaga die for the whole day! memang letih eden, but takpe la. bak kata mama, latihan! haha~

ok, disebabkan malas nk bercerita, and i need to settle up my asaiment, so, meh letak gmbr je ok :)

adik and abg before masuk rumah 4 musim :)

siblings :)

what happen to my face expression?

keseukkan yang melampau dalam ni .. huhu~

pucat kn my bibir?

love them so fucking much!

the boyfie with lil bro ^__^

ada gaya model tak? :P

di sawah padi. hik2~

last pic from me ; termenung~

all picture being shoot by me or my dearest bf, and fresh, no editing at all. banyak lagi gmbar, tapi nanti2 la..hehe~ kalau i rajin la kn? :)

till then peeps!
♥
love!

kelakar ^__^

2010-01-29T03:06:00.000+08:00

kelakar la tgok keyword yg masuk kt my blog usya ni yer.

cube tgok, ade name fahrin and scha alyahya. camne la korang boleh termasuk eh blog ni. jumpe ke maklumat yg korang cari? fahrin ahmad uitm? korang nk cari fahrin ahmad yg study kt uitm ke? heheh~

and scha ade blog ke? smpai schaalyahya.blogspot tu. hehe. klu ade, meh sni i nk fullow! big fans of schaa! :D . merepek tahap makan kerepek dah. maybe sebab nk update gak blog tapi tak tahu nk update ape..

btw i ade perumpaan baru hasil rekaan boyfriend kawan i, mya yakni bagai kambing bertemu rumput segar! hehe. ni bermaksud betul2 happy. and i dalam situasi itu la. sbb lg bape jam je nk jumpe bee ff tercinta! heee~ everytime nk jumpe konfom2 exsaited giloss! heheeeee~

ok la friends, till then
♥

Piliharan Raya Majlis Pewakilan Pelajar, UiTM

2010-01-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

sekarang ni tengah sibuk berlangsung kempen pilihan raya kat my campus, sangat bersepah kertas2 yang suh vote for them. ala, yang cam banner tu, tapi tak gak. kertas yg distaplerkan kat tali rafia, then gantung sana gantung sini. im sure korang tahu yang mane kan? i tak sempat la nk snap gambar. phon dlm bag, maleh nk keluarkan. hehe~

ramai yang suh vote diri masing2. surely la kan. dorang nk menang. macam2 janji la dorang cakap kan? i dengarkan aje, i ni SMF, pembantu MPP. nk jadi MPP tak layak la eden ni ha. tak sangup nk pikul beban yang sedemikian rupa. ye lah, tangungjawab as MPP ni besar gilee! huk2~ i ni dah la asyik2 tak sehat, kang nanti dah menyusahkan orang, so better je tak payah kan?

this will be my 1st experience membuang undi kat alam campus ni, dulu time matrix rasanya ada kot. tapi i vote for whom ea? tak hengat la. hehe~ sebab last year, my MPP menang tanpa bertanding, so, no need la buang2 undi bagai ni kan? hehe~

so, for this time, ade 5 calon for my faculty, and 2 dari nya adalah perempuan. but i nk vote for whom ea? tk kenal la. ade sorang dua je kenal. hopefully sape2 yg i pilih ni mampu mengalas tugas n tanggungjawab as a MPP. bukan senang wooo!

haaa. esok i perlu vote one of them, nk vote sape ni? runsing2! kena tnye senior ni sape yg capable to do work! heee~ ok la friends, nk tggu time buka ni! lapooo! apa la rumet i masak yer fer today! heee~

till then friends,

♥

*takde gmbr nk upload here. sory *

its 6 months olready!

2010-01-25T18:25:00.001+08:00

time flies so fast. sedar tak sedar, dah almost 6 month ive been attached to someone that i really love with all my heart. i never feel like this before. it hard to describe. it a sweet and sour relationship, but i love it. aha! it will become sour when ill be apart from him, but it will become the sweetest memory every time i spend my time with him.

its 25, and somehow, i just dont believe what i think. time flies so damn fast. i just feel i meet him yesterday, but the fact, its already 6 months i'm being with him. and im become more stronger in this relationship. yeah2, its kinda hard for me to have this kind of relationship..

LDR thing makes me really sick at 1st, but when times goes by, i think im ok now. try to control it. and try to meet him once a month compare to before, i meet him every 2 weeks.he had spent lotsa money every time he came here to meet me. johor - selangor it not a short distance i guess. huk2~

before i end this entry, i just praying to ALLAH that this relationship will work out as we want to. and HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY dear, may ALLAH bless our relationship, and give us the strength to hold this long distance relationship.

I LOVE YOU.
I DO!

* thanx rara sbb sudi tolong jahitkan felt ni tok i, i wish if i had time, i akn jahit untuk die. hasil tangan i. but, apepon, thanx yerrr! *

to those yang rasa nak bg present felt ni kat kawan2 or sape2 la kan, sile gi blog rara untuk maklumat lanjut!

waiting for the new rule

2010-01-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

dah few days i dah tidak memegang apa jenis jawatan, melainkan sebagai class rep la kan. kalau jawatan in the faculty, im nothing now.MPP dah turun, so am i. kan orang bawahan MPP je. hehehe..

tapi, our senior macam ask us soh stay, but depends on the new MPP gak la kan? kalau dorang still nak guna our exprience, boleh je, but still takde la experience banyak mana kan? hehe. but, at least ada la kan? hehe~

tapi, one of my senior asked me either i still can join this comunity or not, since as far as u guys know, lately im not feeling well, due to lotsa reason la kan? but, im trying to be strong girl! and i need to!

sekarang ni tengah tunggu MPP baru naik, then ill decide. i think i want to join, but need to consider bout my own health la. heee. doakan i ea agar senantiasa sehat selalu yerr! =)

take care peeps!
love yeah
♥

Kenduri Aqiqah Tara Dania

2010-01-19T21:37:00.001+08:00

this event supposedly shoot by mr.gumy bear, tapi disebabkan ktorang sampai lambat kat that kenduri, tu yang i yang jadi bidan terjun. seriously, this is my 1st time shoot this kind of event. which mean a kenduri aqiqah la. even thou ni my relatives nye event, tapi agak mengerikan la.

ill show u some of photos shoot by me, and have some edited by mr.gumy bear

sesi cukur jambul by her atok ; my uncle

my aunty ; [ sodap tara tidur ]

her dad ; Fairuz Iqma [ just woke up ]

mom and daughter

Tara and her parents with her uncle

big grey eyes =D

comel tak Tara Dania ni? geram ok tengok her eyes! sangat menarik! OMG, nk mata camtu ley? haha. surely boleh with the lense aite? kekek~

till then peeps!

take care

♥

cOntesT sErLaHkAn DiRiMu

2010-01-19T18:41:00.001+08:00

saje je nk join contest ni. hehe. sebab hadiah ni macam tertarik and menarik! hik2~ contest ni sbnrnye anjuran dari pinkypwincess dan tahu pasal contest ni pon dari cik pja

senang je contest ni, letak satu gambar korang yang korang rase korang menyerlah dalam gambar tu. tak kesah la close up ke, whole body ke. ape ke, yang penting gambar korang. and it u all alone.

gambar ni best, cume as u can see. i dont have flawless skin, bile edit mayb nampak cantek, but for in the real world, camtu la my skin face. sangat tak cantik. jeles sangat tgok orang lain yang ade flawless skin, at least it come nice into a picture, tapi yet, i still bersyukur dengan kurniaan ALLAH, cume kalau dapat yang lebih elok dah molek kan lagi best? heheh~

so, masalah kulit muka i adalah, jerawat and tona tak sekata. as u can see la on that picture it self. this is the latest picture of me =)

and as i mention i know this contest from cik pja. =)

photos of me =)

2010-01-19T14:25:00.000+08:00

meet him for only plus minus 24 hours is not enough for me, but im really appreciate all the moment that we spent time together. i'm happy every time i met u. so damn happy. this LDR, makes me so weak if your not being besides me. but, in the same time, im trying to be the toughest girl that u will see.

i have so much fun last weekend. spent most of my time with the dearest one. have our late supper on the friday night since he reached banting almost 12 am which mean on saturday morning. when to had our late supper which are cheese nan and roti telor plus teh ais. nyummy! makan sambil pejam mata! hik2~ =)

early on saturday morning, around 9am wake up, then get ready to go dating with the dearest. hehe. sory ea, im too excited since it quite some time we dont have proper dating, which mean, just only two of us.

1st thing, need to go to lowyat to repair my printer, after that, we have some shopping for mr.gumy bear. then after few hours searching and shopping, we decided to go home, since both of us kinda tired after the whole shopping thing. haha.

then before we reached home, stop at putrajaya to have some photoshoot with mr.gummybear. and its quite a windy evening, and later its raining. hehe. having fun shoot in that kind of situation. hehe. and after it stop raining, we decided to go back.

ok, peeps, just see the pictures yeah!

sila jangan kate u guys jemu tengok muke i yg melambak ni. =.= sedih i nanti. hik2~ a few je pic mr.gumy bear yang i snap, hehe. yang lain die yang seronok snap my photos. hehe~

btw, im happpppppppppppy!

till then peeps!
♥
take care =)

life as a student

2010-01-13T18:22:00.001+08:00

being quite a time neglected this dearies blog due to the beginning of my hectic life. again.after had quite a long rest, which mean the semester break. so far, life treating me good. just the emotion inside me make me uncomfortable, but, yet im trying to chill and make life much better then before.

being alone is maybe the fate for me. since ill be always be the third person in a group or among my closes friends. people said, better being in even number, meaning 2 or 4, so there will none among the friends will be neglected . but, i think its true. haha. never mind, i still have you kan dear for accompany me all the time? lalala~

and be the class representative make me more responsible to my classmates. and make me need to always meet the staff, and to keep in touch with the lecturers. being so busy until i didn't have the time to update my blog. as far as i concern, do i have a loyal reader? which mean, person who waiting for me to update my blog?

haha. nothing special in this blog, its like a journal or diary about my self. love to read what i have done before, how silly i am, and many more. aha, nuthing much, my life is ok, just my emotion feeling unwell. hahaha~

ok la dearest, till then yea.

take care

♥

*i know i got bad writting english, but trying to improve my self, so pls condem me if i do some mistake*

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2010-01-10T19:03:00.001+08:00

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dah kurus ke?

2010-01-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

setelah 2 bulan meninggalkan alam pembelajaran, rakan2 serumah n sekelas, pensyarah2, kini i dah kembali semula ke rutin harian sebagai seorang pelajar. dah almost 5 days la rasanya. hhoho~

and nak tak nak, terpaksa lagi i pegang tangungjawab sebagai seorang class representative. agaknye2 sampai habis study kot i kena pgg this responsibilities. nk tak nak, terpaksa la kan.

and btw, datang2 kelas je ramai dah cakap i loose weight, cam tak caye pon ade gak since takde la nmpk tanda2 badan ni dah kurus, and masa cuti haritu pon, tak mengamalkn any diet program. haha. kenapakah agaknye diri ni kurus?

mungking juga disebabkan masalah2 yang melanda diri ini menyebabkan i jadi kurus. mula2 i macam tak percaya, end up terpaksa terima hakikat tu bile jeans yg i pki sangat longgar di bahagian pinggang. sile bagi perhatian yer, LONGGAR! haha. mane tak nye, i boleh masukan both my hand kt kiri and kanan seluar jeans i. haha. kurus kan.

and setelah merasakn diri tu kurus sangat, semalam dengan jaya nye i makan sgt banyak! roti bakar, kueh tiao goreng yang melampau! haha. perut sangat full sampai tak ley tido, agaknye, nnt gemuk balik ke? haha. i tak nk gemuk woooo! hik2~

ok la dearest,

thats all from me now!

♥

kepenatan.. =)

2010-01-06T11:17:00.001+08:00

semalam memang hari yang penat. merayau je tak ingat dunia. takde la kemana. cume kt area sek 7 ni gak. gi jumpe member and minum2 je. bukan kemana2 pon. hehe.

semalam cam unexpceted. dapat jumpe few bloggers and tweeter member. haha. excited. even nmpk cam tak byk bercakap. cet. malu ok! sy ni bukanye femes. tu yang jadi camtu tu. hek~ antara orang yang i jumpe semalam luth, faiz and sis ein.

pagi semalam ade terbaca tweet luth pasal dia kt area sek 7, bls2 some tweet with him, dia ajak jumpe. nk jumpe takde hal, time tu plak ade gap one and half hour, tapi takde transport. so, luth pon decide nk amek kt fac, tapi time tu tak tahu yang dapat jumpe si faiz ni. and frankly speaking, tak kenal pon before ni. haha! sory bro! tapi, sbb luth bawak dia sekali, so kenal la kan. lepak kejap je kt hakim baru sek 7 kejap je then hantar i balik fac and say bye2~ hiii~

petang tu around 2pm something la kan, sis ein plak ajak jumpe if free petang tu, so ill said ok if kelas dpt kuar awal. ye la, 1st week baru kan? so, its surely kelas ade yang ade ke tak. tup2 kelas takde, memang rezeki i la kan nk jumpe sis ein kan? hehe~ so terus call sis ein . hahaha! excited weh! hiii =)

then tggu punya tggu, sis ein pon amek. ye la, takde kete ok. sadis sebentar. haha. then cakap kat sis ein yang luth ngan faiz ade kat sni, terus die suh roger mereka. so roger dorang, then dorang say ok. so lepak2 la kejap. sis ein kejap je lepak ngan i, dalam one hour cmtu la since dia kena fetch her mom. tinggal la bertiga i dengan dorang. borak2, then they send me off.

aha, balik tu i rehat jap, then teman gfs makan plak. dah lame tak lepak ngn dorang. tapi badan i dah kepenatan. tapi still boleh la gak. balik2 i terus mandi, solat and on9 jap, then boom! tido! haha. and pagi tadi bangun lewat. haiyooo!

btw, before i lupe, i nk wish birthday luth sebab today his birthday. td baca kt tweet cam die merayau sampai ke melaka. hebat sungguh ye kamu merayau! haha~ pape pon,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUTH.

Semoga ALLAH rahmati segala apa yang kamu buat =)

aha, till then friends, takde gmbr dapat diupload since kitorang tak sempat pon hamek gambar. ade sekeping gambar i, luth ngan faiz waktu dalam keta. nanti i try mintak kt luth, then ill upload it here ok peeps!

ok then friends!
take care yeah!;
♥

mama is my sister?

2010-01-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

nak tak nak, suka tak suka, i need to accept ni. bila keluar berdua-duaan dengan mama, surely orang kata mama tu my elder sister. dulu memang tak suke dengan statement tu. tapi lama2 dah lali dah. nk buat macam mana kan? ish2~

mama kawin as early as 20, and lahirkan i pada umur 21 tahun. awal kan? klu nk diikutkan, dalam lingkungan umur i ni, mama dah kawin, and get ready to have her own baby, which is me la kan? kalau i? mampu ke buat sume tu. ish, tak tercapal dek akalku lah.

kalau nk diikutkan, mama memang nampak muda, and i nampak lebih tua? haha. ye ke? or same2 nampak muda? haha. tak suke 1st statement tu yang ma nmpk muda, and i nmpk tua. haha~ please2~ sile cakap sy nmpk muda juga! haha~

lepas ni kena redha je setiap kali orang cakap mama tu kakak yer, and supposely i patut berasa bangga and minta tips2 berguna dari mama untuk menjadi awet muda seperti mama! haha. and maybe kena kawin awal untuk dapatkan statement macam tu bile anak dah besar nanti. hahaha!

ok peeps,
take care yeah!
♥

its end.

2010-01-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

its not that end. dah habis la cuti saya selama 7weeks, bersuke2 *tak bersuke mane la * and berhibur and bergelak ketawa bersama teman2 and keluarga. even thou i banyak menghabiskan air mata for this olidae. but its ok. i know, thats every single thing yang jadi, sure ade hikmat disebaliknya kan?

and start from tumoro, bermula lah cabaran baru untuk semester 4 ni. i want to be the old me, i want to achieve DL. so i need to make sure ill give my 200% to achieve wat i wanted.

aha, i nak gerak ke shah alam, and supposely dah gerak dah pon. tapi disebakan hujan lebat yang tak nk berhenti, terpaksa la i menunggu and mengupdate blog ini. hik2~

just a simple post la.

ok peeps,

till then

♥

hello 2010!

2010-01-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

now dah masuk 010110 kan? cepat je masa yang berlalu rite? sedar tak sedar, dah habis dah 2009. and rasanya banyak benda incomplished. and last year was not so intersting for me to think about, melainkan yang all those sweet thing.

so, here the new resolution for 2010 ;

be a good daughter, sister, girlfriend, friend to everyone
get 3.5 and above for study.
save money for future ; wanna get married! :P
try to have own DSLR
solat jangan tinggal. penuhkan setiap masa.

and will be add soon bile ingat lagi! hik2~

till then peeps!

♥

suka duka 2009

2009-12-31T09:20:00.001+08:00

pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak habis pon tahun ni, rasa nye macam baru je masuk 2009, tapi lagi beberapa jam je, 2009 dah nk melabuhkan tirainya, and masuk pulak 2010. cepat sungguh kan masa berlalu. ish! rasa macam tak percaya pon ade gak. tapi dulu beria2 nk masa berlalu. haha~ sengal sungguh...

banyak sangat suka duka yang berlaku in this year, sampaikan i terlupa apa azam i tahun ni. sadis tol kan bunyinye. yang i igt nk score dlm stdy, and i tak dapat benda yang i nak, yang ni memang kena carry foward selagi la i habis study. huk huk~

seingat i, this year banyak kesedihan dari kegembiraan, if gembira pon, kejap2. tapi ade benda yang i syukur sgt2~ for 6 months im single, that i had someone that i do and really love with all my heart. mana tak nye, its hard for me to cry melainkan sebab family i, tapi dengan die, i menangis. i cry a lot. bukan sebab sedih, tapi sebab tak sangup berjauhan dari dia. even lately i had a big fight with him, tapi tu tak melunturkan walau sedikit pun kasih sayang i kat dia.

for someone yang i dah pernah kecewakan, or to some one pernah kecewakan, i minta maaf banyak2 dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki. untuk yg i pernah kecewakan, im sory! takde niat pon di hati ni. i still angap u are my friend, but seem it will be really hard for me and u to be friends rite? ok, i think die tak baca pon my blog ni. huhu. and untuk orang yang dah mengecawakan hati i, thanx sebab kecewakan i, baru i dapat jumpa orang yang betul2 i sayang now. im thankful for it. =)

and i dah banyak lost contact with all my dearest friends. all my used to be best friend. sedih. memang sedih2~ mane tak sedih, i kawan dari kecik, and then, thats friendship hilang macam tu je. its not a ussual friend of mine, they are my special friend. sometimes i cried when i remember all those sweet memories. i know, people changed, maybe im being the emotional person until this thing happen, tapi, entah la. its complicated or me make it complicated. i hope this coming new year, i can contact back with them, bukan i tak tahu pasal dorang, tapi i tak berhubungan ngn diorang. i just stalk them. oh, my bad. i rindu diorang! :(( T_T

and this year jugak, i dah melalui one of my new phase, duk kat rumah sendri, since i dah tak tinggal kat hostel lagi. and learn lots of thing. banyak benda nk kena bayar, nak kena handle, dengan macam2 problemo nye. haish, its one of learning process rite? and disebabkan i dah strat duk rumah sendri, i strt to know Seha and Beeha. they just make my life much more better, and i do love them. rinduu nk balik shah alam, and talk and talk and talk! rinduuuuuuuuuuuuu!

this year jugak, i telah mengaktifkan diri dalam aktiviti faculty. i terlibat dengan SMF ( seketariat mahasiswa fakulti ). and i dah start banyak kelas seniora yang supe duper cool! yeay! i love my seniora! and i jugak belaar untuk have good comunication with the letcures and managment. takde la dok reti pok pek pok pek je kan? hahaha.

the 3rd sem of my study, menampakkan i betul2 tak sihat. it means, i selalu jatuh sakit. it as easy as u can think. langusung tak boleh penat and stress, konfem i sakit. bukan nk mintak belas kasihan, but thats me, i hope next year ill be more strong, and less fall sick! i wish for that! and btw, tahu la, a few months back, sibuk dengan H1N1, and even, sampai la now, virus tu still ade lagi kan, tu lagi la membuatkan kesihatan i makin tak bape nk stabil, i wish, new year everything going back to norm. less sick, more study!

and frankly, banyak lagi benda yang i nak cita. tapi penat la nak type, ade tak any machine yang boleh transfer suara kita and jadi tulisan? hak2~ sebab i suke mengarang nk tulis blog time before tido, bangun tido kang nanti dah kurang idea or sikap M untuk menaip. hik2~

aha, tu je la secara kasar apa yang i ingat untuk tahun 2009, azam 2009 pun i dah tak ingat. azam 2010 i kena job down and ingt, and make sure ill acomplished the new resolution!

aha, till then dearest!
take care
♥

3 gadis + 1 ibu

2009-12-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

last few days, hari jumaat rasanya, time chrismast, kami berempat, which mean, me, my two sis, and my dearest mama, plan nak turun KL. saje je la jenjalan, cuti mama bz, tak sempat nk holiday kemana2 kan. so decided nak trun KL tgok suasana yang ala2 meriah tu. and saje je window shopping, kan tengah YES sekarang ni kan...

niat di hati kalau boleh nk drive je, tapi memandangkan nanti akan ade jammed yang teruk kat area BB tu, so plan naik public transport je! ok, first time naik public transport with mama and with my sis ok. and frankly speaking, it quite a long time i naik public transport nk turun KL. haha~

so, afta zohor cam tu kitroang gerak dari banting, park kereta kat area banting, and then naik bas. patot boleh je terus smpai ke KL, tapi macam malas nk tunggu for bout 30 minutes, so kitorang gerak ke klang, then naik komuter ke KL. ok, it takes 2 hours nk sampai KL. haha. i thougt so. name pun public trasnport kan? sapa setuju? :P

then, my sis macam nk usya barang kat pavilion, so, ktorang menuju la ke sana. ramai orang tak terkira rasanya! terlalu ramai! macam ape je. macam semut pon ade. and yang memeranjatkan, pavilion jarang orang sepenuh2 nya, on that day, macam semut. penuh! semua tmpt. huhu~

and part yang i suka, decoration die sungguh menarik perhatian! and i sedey sebab i tak bawak camera. lately mood untuk photography hilang. ntah la, even this past 3 weeks, mood on9 pon takde, update blog pon cam ape. cacamarba mood i. berbekalkan camera hp 3.2mp, i dapat la snap gambar mama, and my sis. itu pun atas arahan mama. huhu~

and ade la gak membeli something. rambang mata ok! sebab everywhere sales like crazy. and i buy something for my dearest. happy sgt. hope he likes what i bought for him =)

ok ok, better u guys tgok je la beberape keping gmbr ni. :)

them ^__^

me, wani and dearest mama

my two sista =)

mereka di dpn chrismast tree. =)

im all alone =)

thats all from me darlings!
till then yeah
♥

QC ; need opinion...

2009-12-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

terbitnya post ni disebabkan ade fam members i panggil i QC. sapa dapat teka what is QC? QC stand for queen control. and frankly speaking, apa kriteria some one untuk dipanggil QC? huhu..~

adakahh bila I care and do concern bout him, itu dikira QC? or adakah bila I halang dia dari melakukakan perkara2 yang dia suka baru dikira QC? kadang2, kita tak sangka kan apa kita buat tu QC, me and my self as a girl surely nak kan yang terbaik for him and our relationship.

sebenarnya, entry ni I perlukan sebanyak mana pendapat dari guys out there tentang queen control. apa kriteria2 yang korang rasa bila seseorang tu, espicially girl control ur life?

i just try to be the best girl for him. I jenis yang tak suka berfikir benda yang bukan2 bila I tak tahu about something, I need the fact. I just cant stop thinking. thats my problem. and adakah sebab i nk tahu semua benda, menyebabkan i dikira QC?

ish, entry ni cam merapu la. but, i really need opinion from all the guys out there. huk2~

till then peeps.
♥

happy 5 month annivesary...

2009-12-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

i know its kinda late.

since i tak sempat nak post something here.

being bz. wake up late,

and then prepare brunch for family,

then off to shopping..

stop crapping, i just want to wish my dearie mr gumy bear,

happy monthly anniversary.

i wish u were here, but i know u cant...
im praying that our relationship will work out.
this LDR thing will work.

praying everyday ALLAH give me the strength to get thru all this.
pray that u are meant for me.

thanx sayang, for all the memories for the past 5 months.
i LOVE you.
and i do.

peeps, do pray for our happiness yer. =)

LDR, what do we need?

2009-12-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

for the first time in my life, im hook with the LDR. what is LDR? Long Distance Relationship. im having the hardest moment in my life bile i terpaksa berhadapan dengan this LDR. im not regret anything because of this relationship. cuma apa yang perlu me and him buat untuk kekalkan hubungan ni.

bagi sesetengah orang, tak percaya dengan kesetiaan LDR ni, mana tak nya, sorang kat utara, sorang kat selatan. mana nak tahu apa yang hari2 pasangan anda buat kan? kalau nk jumpa pun bukannya selalu. and tak lama mana pon. even ada orang pernah cakap kat i, tak yah la amek risk untuk buat LDR ni since die pernah melalui benda yang sama, and it doesnt work it.

tapi, jodoh dan pertemuan kan kat tangan Allah, so we as a human being, cannot deny it. I kenal mr gumy bear pon thru internet, kalau nak tahu lebih lanjut, view this post. I do love him. so much. more then i think i can love him.

masing - masing ada kelemahan masing, and we still in understanding each other well. so, adat la kan kalau ada gado2 tu kan? macam u all takde kan? kalau berdepan boleh gado, ni kan yang jauh dimata. mana kita nak tahu ape yang di buat kan? so, syak wasangka tu, memang konfem akan ada. even kita cuba buang jauh2 , kalau dah ada makhluk yang menghasut tu kan? what we can do more right? kita kena lawan perasaan syak wasangka tu..

apa yang i buat untuk this relationship work out, first thing, TRUST. kita perlu percaya pasangan kita sepenuh hati kita. kadang2 ada anasir2 jahat yang cuba merosakkan hubungan kita ni, tanpa kepercayaan, mana2 hubungan tak akan menjadi kenyataan. even bukan LDR pon.tanda trust, musnah la sesebuah hubungan tu kan?

and secondly, is HONEST, jujur. sikap jujur memang paling penting untuk hubungan jarak jauh ni. kita bukan ahli nujum or ada pasang spy kt pasangan kita kan? so, kita kena saling jujur antara satu sama lain. tell him/ her everything happen in ur daily life. peruntukkan some time for him/her untuk beritahu what happened in ur daily life. so takde la dia akan adi blur2 if tetiba korang cite something kat die, but the partner tak tahu ape2 kan? both of us being bz, mr gumy bear busy ngn student die, keje die, and im being busy with my study, but everyday, ill make sure dia tahu apa yang i buat hari ni. bile lain2 kali, klu tetibe i cite balik, die dpt tangkap apa yang i cite...

third one, UNDERSTANDING. bukan setakat LDR, tapi hubungan yang biasa perlukan sifat ni kan? ni memang sangat penting la kan since kalau korang tak paham each other, camne korang nk pastika hubungan korang berjaya? as me my self, i try to understand him. even i know, susah orang nk paham perangai i ni. kadang2 ok, kadang2 ko. tak tentu masa. but i trying my best to be the best for him and family la of cos...

the last one, STRONG. nape cakap strong?? LDR ni banyak sangat dugaan yang kadang2 kita tak ketahui. and as for me, i bukan orang yang kuat, lagi2 untuk this relationship, tapi i kuat sebab dia. i trust him, and i love him. he teach me how to become a stronger girl day by day, even kadang2 i jatuh, betul2 tak bermaya, tapi, dia ada untuk buat i kuat. thanx a lot ye dear...

and i think, ada banyak lagi kot asenye tips2 sal LDR ni. i post kt sini untuk peringatan i je. manusia mudah lupe, and same goes to me. so anyone yang nak tolong bagi advice kat i, dialu2 kan untuk mengomen entry neh yer. hehehe~

ok, ase formal sgt la this entry. hahaha...

lain macam bena dah bunyi nye.

lalalala~
till then :)
love <33

ramble only..

2009-12-22T15:40:00.001+08:00

this will be a protection entry, sape yang teringin nak baca tu..

do hit me kt fb or DM kat tweeter...

ill give it to u..

and fyi, this is all bout me and my life, klu takde sape nak baca pon, i tak kesah... juz need to write something.

CLCIK HERE TO READ

nothing much la pon. benda merepek. tak nak baca pon is ok.

ok la friends,

till then!

love ♥

runsing.

2009-12-22T14:09:00.001+08:00

hahah. takde mendenye nk runsing.

ni ha, bile la i dapat nk register kelas yer?

dah 2 days dah camni.

nk arrange jadual pon camni.

hai uni i neh. suke buat hal2 camneh.

hahaha

mane tak nye, could u imagine, time result kuar, kate kuar at 10pm, tp 6pm lg dah ley tgok.

hahaha. sengal kan?

adooi!

i need to register for my subject lla.

dah give up dah nk usya. later on la.

tp pelik, ade my fren yang dapat bukak.

menurut asumption kwn i,

nyone yang jaraknye 30km dari campus je bole acess.

panas je dgr.

tak caye tgok snap shot neh ;

kan will available soon? cane nk tgok jadual neh? fenin2~ hahah!

ok, meh tgok my subject yg i akn amek next sem. total ade 15 credit hour. hohoh. 1st time neh. haha. klu orang len maybe dah the 2nd time. kekek~

ade 6 subject consist of 15 credit hour. hehe. tak reg pape lagi. biar dulu la. sampai 18.jan boleh register. haha. nnt klu dah takde kelas n jadual best, gigit ari la yer!

hahaa, till then yeah!

love :)

when I turn to the old me...

2009-12-22T10:35:00.000+08:00

frankly speaking, in the past few days, i being so emotional, so stressed, and lots of bad things happen to me. and i cant stop crying nite by nite, cant sleep and dont have any mood to eat.

i wont story much since ive been warning by the fam and bf for the bad attitude of mine which i think i dont need to story to u guys la kan. and btw peoples, im trying to change my self and attitude for my own good also.

btw, to those loved one, im trying to change, i promise to my self. lagipun, sempena maal hirah and tahun baru. we need some change in our life rite? and i think, i need to think back all my attitude that need to be change.

ok la, till then.

aiyark!

bile nak update benda2 best neh!

hehe~

till then yea!

love!

sentap menyentap

2009-12-18T03:03:00.000+08:00

lama sungguh dah i tak mengon9kan diri.

yes, it quite a long time

tambahan dengan sakitnye.

and sentap menyentapnye.

macam ape je kan, lgsung tak bleh terima tegur skit this week.

muhasabah diri ayong. need lots of patient.

nk update yg ilmiah skit.

tp mood n emosi tak bagi nk update..

adoooi. later la.

sayang semua orang!

missing..

2009-12-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

being away from the internet about 4 days.

being sick for 2 days.

and being missing him everyday.

only craps that i can write.

later will update bout the weekend and the review of storm warriors.

till then

love♥

Friends, Kawan.

2009-12-10T22:50:00.001+08:00

day by day,
i gain lots of friends,
thru the internet, thru the social networking, thru friends of mine.

nowadays, we can find friends anywhere we wanted to,
as long we know the way how to create a relationship that we called "Friends" ,

old friends, new friends,
for me, it still the same.

to those people or friends that ive known,
but if we have misunderstanding or we are not contact each other for quite a long time,
im sory, so damn sory

i know that people changed,
so am i.

so much missing my old time,
my old friends,
my memories.

to all dear friends,
it doesnt matter u are old or new friends,
i do appriciate ur friendship,
your time when spending time with me.
and everything

thanx for all the memories.
ill keep and lock it safely,
and keep it my mind and soul for my entire life.

THANK TO ALL WHO ARE BE MY FRIENDS..

D.O.W.N

2009-12-10T13:16:00.003+08:00

i just got my result.

being the eldest in the family is so damn tough for me.

i need to be the very best.
need to achieve what my parents expected.

this sem is so damn hard for me. since few months back, im not that well.

i don't know why.
lack of vitamin? lack of nutritious food? different enviroment?
being to bz?

but i think, im not that bz this semester since i always fall sick.
and most of the meeting that i supposed to attend, i skip it.

Ya ALLAH, make me more stronger onwards.
i just need to make my parents proud of me again.
i just make them dissapointed of me once again. T_T

to be that strong, i dont know either i can do it or not.
to be in the good condition as well, i hope my health will be much better than this sem.

frankly speaking, quite lots of class i skip because of the sickness.
i hate when im sick.
i cannot do nything.

Ya ALLAH, im down, and give me strength to get through the remaining 5 semester will the flying colours that will make my parents happy.

=(

wow!

2009-12-08T22:18:00.006+08:00

hik hik hik

saje je nk show someting

im so damn excited sbb last nite scha balas my tweet!

hehe. ok, i know mybe ramai yg pernah comunicate with any artis, by i do adore Scha! and

i LOVE Awan Dania so much!

before ni, banyak kali gak reply tweet kat Scha, but she never reply. but smlm die reply, tu yang buat happy sgt tu! heheh!

this wat i send yesterday [ click to enlarge it ]

this wat scha reply to me ^_^

hehe, dats all!

tadaaa friends!

♥

HIDUP BERANI UNTUK GAGAL.

2009-12-06T21:53:00.005+08:00

HIDUP BERANI UNTUK GAGAL? well, tak semua orang berani untuk menghadapi kegagalan. usually yang dah selalu kedepan, paling takut dengan kegagalan.

GAGAL? sape mahu gagal? rata2 kita semua ni takut akan kegagalan. semua orang nk kemenangan. tapi sebenarnya kegagalan mengajar kita satu makna yang kita tidak dapat pelajari dimana2 tempat. even di sekolah or even di universiti.

Kadang kala, bagi sesorang yang senantiasa dengan kemenangan, bila mereka tempuhi kegagalan, mereka dah putus asa dan mereka sudah tidak mahu berusaha lagi. Sebenarnya, apabila kita tempuhi dengan kegagalan, kita perlu melihat segala apa yang telah kita lakukan untuk memperbaiki sikap dan diri kita untuk menukarkan perkataan GAGAL itu kepada KEMENANGAN..

Untuk ayong, ayong penah mengalami kegagalan yang tak disangka. Bila kita selalu kedepan, kadang kala kita lupa diri. Kita yakin kita hebat, sebenarnya, kita ni tak hebat mana pon. Tu salah satu pengajaran yang ayong dapat bila berhadapan kegagalan. So siapa yang HIDUP BERANI UNTUK GAGAL? sila angkat tangan yer? :)

Sebagai contoh, masa ayong UPSR and PMR, ayong dapat a keputusan exam yang sangat membanggakan kedua ibu bapa ayong. Parents mana yang tak bangga bila anaknya dapat keputusan yang cemerlang. Itu je pon yang diharap oleh mereka setelah bersusah payah membesarkan kita. Bukan duit atau harta benda yang menjadi ukuran, kejayaan kita yang membuatkan mereka gembira.

Masuk sahaja ayong ke tingkatan 4, ayong sepatutnya masuk aliran sains tulen, tapi disebabkan, ayong dari kecik tak suka belajar pasal tubuh2 badan manusia ni, ayong mintak tukar ke aliran sains kejuruteraan, lagipun cita2 ayong memang nak jadi jurutera. ayong tak gi sekolah berasrama penuh or MRSM sebab ayong sndri yang tak mahu. Ayong lebih prefer sekolah harian je. So, sebagai dorongan, both mama and papa setuju sahaja.

Ayong akui, time tingkatan 4 and 5 ayong banyak sangat main. Dengan macam2 masalah lagi, dengan time tu peringkat memberontak lagi, paham2 sendiri la kan. Macam mana ayong berubah. Belajar still belajar, but not seriously la. and plus, time tu most of my clasmates bukan jenis yang minat belajar.. So, can u imagine how lazy am i that time?

Time result SPM keluar, yang paling kecewa time tu papa and mama. Sebab diorang tahu i can do much more better than that. It just, ayong terlalu banyak main membuatkan ayong tak dpt result yang membangakan. Ayong sangat sedih time tu, im crying, and sedih for quite a long time. Ayong takut ayong tak dapat membalas segala jasa mama and papa, and takut juga tidak dapat sambung study.

but, Alhamdullilah, ayong dapat beberapa tawaran untuk melanjutkan pelajaran. Antaranya,ke matrikulasi dan diploma. Papa and mama quite happy, then diorang suruh i sambung matrix, even i know its quite hard and ill have difficult time since before tak pernah berengang ngn family then i know, matrix life is tough.

and im so greatfull and bersyukur sangat2 kehadrat illahi since ayong berjaya mengharungi segala keperitan tu dengan berpandukan kegagalan yang pernah ayong alami. ayong tak nk buat my parents sedih lagi.

so, now, im futher my degree kat UiTM taking Civil Engineering. and ayong berdoa sangat dapat buat mereka bangga and dapat tebus kegagalan yang telah ayong lakukan.
And untuk sesiapa yang diluar sana, HIDUP BERANI UNTUK GAGAL. anda akan dapat sesuatu pengajaran daripadanya...

btw, entri ini sebenarnya adalah salah satu contest yang ayong masuk anjuran denaihati yang telah ditaja oleh DSGClicks, Berani Gagal Network, One Malaysia Blogshops, Anisha Online Mall dan Saudacare. Jumalah hadiah keseluruhan bernilai RM3750 untuk contest ini.

ive join this contest. so How bout u people? meh la join this contest. tak salah pon. untuk mengetahui dengan lebih lanjut pasal contest ini, anda boleh melawat terus pengajur contest ni. And jika korang mengetahui contest ni dari ayong, sila lah link back entry post ni kat entry korang yer!

and i know this contest “HIDUP BERANI UNTUK GAGAL” dari blog blog mohd isa.

sad...

2009-12-06T21:07:00.003+08:00

i feel so down.

so sad.

and im crying, even i didnt want it.

i have a fake smile.

i need to make people happy.

need to understand everyone around me.

its hard.

its painfull.

im sick.

but afraid to meet the doctor.

i miss them

i miss my old time

i miss those people who make me smile.

i miss laughing like crazy.

i miss everything..

Ya ALLAH, make me strong to get thru all this.

at last...

2009-12-05T01:27:00.003+08:00

akhirya, setelah bersusah payah memerah otak tgok all the css code, end up i got wat i wanted!

what i want in my blog.

thanx la to all the bloggers yg tolong tgok or yang i tgok dorang nye css code since i dah lame tak edit blog2 ni.

blog tak sepenuhnya siap. byk link i tak ltk lg. i put the very basic one. ill edit slowly.

tak larat i nk habiskan semua malam ni la.

ok la friends,

till then

♥

picnic+bbq

2009-12-03T02:18:00.003+08:00

aha, on the next day, it mean last sunday la kan. masing bangun lambat, or i sorang yg bangun paling lambat? haha. rasanya, i yang bangun paling lambat! ngeh2~ even, my bf pon wake up early then me. biasenye, i yg dok kejutkan die kt bilik bwh tu. tapi i plak that day bangun lambat. haha!

bangun pun sbb tersedar my siblings bising2 yang kate mama nk buat bbq kt tepi pantai. i was shocked! since as far as i know, dearie gumy bear nk kena balik awal since the next day die kena kerja. wajib! since die kena jaga student die exam. i pon cam weird sangat! dah la tak tahu pun mama n papa nk buat bbq, tahu2 nk buat kt tepi pantai lagi! kira picnic la kan. heran sungguh!

i bangun dengan muke blur2, tgok my sis tgh lipat baju, while mr.gumy bear tgh on9 dpn tv. heran sungguh! kata nk gi picninc, tapi mcm tak gi je. haha! i pon, terus amek baju and then gi mandi! heee~

afta that, i have my brekafast la. around 11 kot. patut dikira brunch kan? heee~ then tolong mama buat salad for the bbq. and kemas2 barang pape yang patut. around 12pm, mama dah suh i gerak dulu gi pantai. can u imagine, gi pantai yang tak jauh mane tu, papa suh gerak 3 kereta! haha! his car only for his pets. all his parrots! haha!

so, i gerak dulu, bawak satu kemah. and cari port yang best. sume tmpt penuh ok! punya la ramai. yer la, weekend kan? and the thing yang i tak suke kt pantai kelanang tu, die punya lalat tak hengat~!! i hate it ok! tapi, i love the beach. best je. damai sangat!

btw, for ur information, mama datang one hour after kitorang sampai. haha! adui, time tu, my two lil brother+mr.gumy bear dah selamat terjun bermain air. heee.. kebetulan air pasang, lagi seronok la dorang main, sampai tak nk naik la!

and we have our lunch! bbq time! yummy! i tak main air pon, setakat cicah2kan kaki kt air. tu je la. and menikmati pemandangan, even byk lalat. haha!

ok la, jom tgok gmbr nak? heee~

makan jangan tak makan. :)

menyempat gak snap my pic ea dear? :)

berjalan bersendirian :)

menguyah apetu?

pemandangan dr atas.

muka budak2 minta sedekah! hahah!

free show for the mini zoo! :D

ma buat ape tu?

epy and gitar, tapi tak reti main pon!

sweet candid :)

i think thats all. tak byk gmbr diambil since everyone bz eating and playing! haha! ok la peeps! done update for today!

till the next post!

♥

sesi photogedix.

2009-12-02T23:05:00.005+08:00

sesi photoshoot or photogedix diadakn di DATARAN MERDEKA.

even thou we all masing2 dah nantok tahap gaban! haha.

saje je meng enjoy kan diri, meh usya gambar yang diambil or mr gumy bear.

loncatan oleh budak sakit yang dah sehat.

lari dan melompat

pose apekah yg i buat ni?

3 sister.

love remains forever ♥

cahaya sinaran lampu neon :)

hug hug hug!

muke sape sebenarnya mahu diambil?

cinta <333

sibuk ber'sms'

see, mata dah ngantok

pose apakh ini? lg sekali

im not a good model

bajet cute. haha!

3 sister make a triangle :D

ok ok, dah byk sgt photo i upload ni, jemu plak orang tengok nnt! haha! ade few lagi, tapi cam malas pon ade mahu upload. so tengok yang ni je lah ea.

otw balik tu, adik2 i sume dah sedap tido, i kena berjaga untuk tmnkn si dia memandu. heee. skem nye ayat! haha! then i plak ttdo, tp mr gumy bear kejutkan, and die boleh plak terlelap time drive! mahu tak terkejut! and yg the best part, time trafic light kale hijau, die bantai slow! haha! awak2, buat lawak je tahu!

ok peeps!

till then yeaw!

♥

the celebration :)

2009-12-02T12:43:00.004+08:00

kitorang arrive dekat sogo almost seven. tapi before tu merayau kejap. cari proper wrapper for the birthday present. pusing2 sogo, naik turn, at last jumpe gak tempat nak beli wrapper tu.. :) so beli yg comel2 nye wrapper for mama and epy, then recieved a call from papa. yang dorang baru gerak dari banting, and suruh i gi masuk dulu, jumpe Aishah, papa dah reserve ngn dia. dia ni sort of the manager la kat red box ria.

before i start my entry kan, for those yang tak tahu. red box ni ada macam2 jenis, not even red box, green box pon ada. tp kan, red box ria ni ditubuhkan for malay people since all the food yang diorang sediakan halal and cooked by malay people. seriously, food kat redbox ria sangat mantap! yummylicious! macam2 jenis ada, and if one of the food yang kt counter tu habis, they will change with another fud. memang superb best la! i laike the fuuud!

ok, kalau u all perasan la, most of our birthday celebration, tak kira la i, or mama, or epy, we celebrate it here. tak pun, kalau masa cuti, and nak menghiburkan diri, we will come here.nyanyi sampai tak igt dunia.. heee... price depends on wat time and type yang u guys amek. ok ok, enuff pasal red box ria ok, ill story bout the birthday celebration..

dah sampai2 tu, patotnye, boleh je gi amek fud kan. lagipun, kalau package makan, usually dari pkul 6ptg - 9malam. time ktorang masuk tu, nearly 8pm, so about one hour je for have our dinner.. tapi, kitoranf bantai nyanyi dulu! haha! having fun, sbb time tu yang ada, i, my two lil brother and mr.gumy bear. heee~ so, bantai 2 ke 3 lagu, then baru having our dinner!

while having our dinner, epy and her bf, and wani arrive. then, dorang terus having their dinner while me and mr gumy bear dok pilih lagu nk nyanyi lagu ape. heee.. our fav song, syurga cinta by faizal tahir. tu dah jadi our love song. ngeee~ :) and also lagu more then words from westlife. ngeee...

this is hezriq, epy's bf

them ; epy and hezriq

tak lama lepas tu, mama and papa pun sampai, and then they having their dinner. after mr.gumy bear and i menyumbangkan sore, tiba giliran epy and hezriq lak. kitorang nyanyi gilir2. memang superb fun! pity to wani since shes alone without no partner. haha! lantak la lang! :P abang pon turut menyumbangkan suare before his crying sebab cannot breathe because of flu..

we sing a song together!

sisterhood yeaw!

abang sing a song ; tak igt dia nyanyi lagu ape~

time turn other people sing, kitorang dok berphotogedix kat red box tu! haha. seriously, people look at us! tp, adik2 i tak pedulik pon! dorang lagi suke ade la! haha. seriously! gilee! and having fun i cakap! :D

adik yang tak tahu apa benda dia nk buat :)

buat muke comel ; comel ke u all? :P

adik dari yg tak suka amek gmbr, ke suka gmbrnya diambil! :)

run save ur life!

khusyuk tgok vid cam:)

muke orang yang tak sehat

konon2 bergado :P

ni terlebih sayang gamaknye. :P

loncatan! :)

dearie and adik :)

wani nk pose, abg blkg tu pun pose gak :P

actually birthday mama on sunday, which mean on the 29th, tp disebabkan kitorang celebrate malam, and nak celebrate birthday mama and epy, thats why kitorang celebrate 28th malam. and celebrate birthday mama one hour early. heee~

love them ; the birthday girl ( mama and epy )

sesi potong cake bersama2~ :)

ma and pa thru vid's cam :)

sweet couple 4 ever!

afta sing birthday song, we all makan cake and minum sampai banyak2~ ngee~ then sambung nyanyi2 lagi sampai sume orang sore dah serak and penat! hahaha! nearly 12, kitorang gerak nk balik banting, but we decide nk buat some photoshoot kt dataran merdeka. even masing2 dah exhausted gile! ngeee~

cite sal photoshoot tu, in other post ok? yang best kan, time nak balik tu, adik tak nk ikut mama n papa balik, tapi nk ikut kitorang! hahah! sumpah lawak. dok peluk my mr.gumy bear tuu! heran i u know!

p/s ; all photos credit to azhar aka mr.gumy bear for those picture! thanx dear! :)

on our way

2009-12-02T00:16:00.006+08:00

first part of the celebration. kitorang adik beradik gerak awal since nak cari present for mama and epy. tggu my dearie mr.gumy bear sampai, then prepare his lunch, and he take a nap for few minutes, while me and my two lil sister get ready.

around 2.50 kot kitorang baru gerak dr umah. itupun, setelah my mr.gumy bear bebel2 dr bawah asal kitorang lambat siap, then my two lil brother pon bising2 gak, so kitorang pon in rush siap kt atas mcm ape. ni gara2 epy and wani la ni. nk soh i makeup kan la. bwk lari brg make up i la. hangennn saje! hahah!

then before that, kitorang ade singgah kedai jap. beli some junk food and carbonated drink. haha. i dah cam terasa bawak anak2 kuar berjalan2. since i bwk my two lil brother and my two lil sister. pernuh la keta my mr.gummy bear!

penuh dgn manusia kt belakang..

dalam keta pon masing tak beragak nk amek gmbr kan. pantang i tunjukan camera, mula masing buat aksi, tak caya, meh tgok kt bwh ni...

abang muka blurr, wani nyibok kt belakang :P

sibuk dok pose bile i tunjukn camera. :D

trademark die ; jelir lidah.

konon2 kelaparan, tapi kat rumah dah makan!

aishh!

konon muke kejam :P

then, when planned nk shopping kt sg.wang. separeted ngn epy since die meet her bf there. while me bring my other 3 siblings bawak jalan2 and finding stuff for my mama and epy. and lucky us, i found what i want to buy for them. heee~ and seriously, sg.wang time tu ramai sangat! rimas pon ada, dah la bawak budak2 kecik. lagi la. rimas tahu!

at afta i shop for epy present, epy called me and ask me where i am, i told her, tapi yang peliknya, dia berseorangan je. without her bf. pelik. rupanya, diorang telah melakukan drama swasta. haha. gaduh la namanye tu! :P then, my mr.gumy bear suh kutip bf dia since kitorang nak gerak gi celebrate mama and her birthday. afta kutip tu, kitorang separe lagi for one more time. time tu we all lepak kfc jap since nk tggu epy with her bf yang nk settle kan some sort of things. heee~

then time nk gerak gi celebrate tu, adik dah bising2 mengadu penat. so, my mr.gumy bear dokong la adik. dah macam ape dah kan. how sweet. i ni dah cam parents, and my siblings tu anak2 i. haha! teruk tol! tak suke perasaan mcm tu. tapi apa boleh buat, tangungjawab i sebagai anak sulung kan? heee~

kemesraan terjalin

one happy family :) [adik nyorok blkg wani ]

adik bising penat, tu yg mr.gumy bear dukung tu!

^.^

haaa.. afta that, kitorang pon gerak gi red box ria, sogo!

ill story it later on ok! nantok arrr.. nite peeps! :D

♥

mama ; happy birthday! :)

2009-11-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

just a simple post.

happy birthday dearie mama!

yang ke 43 tahun! u still look young then ur age. and sometimes people said that u are my elder sister.

even sometimes i mad if people said it like that, but sometimes i proud of it!

thanx mama for all ur sacrifice towards us!

love u so damn much!

ps; we have some birthday celebration among our family members, my family, my gumy bear, and my lil sis nye bf. celebrate birthday ma and epy too. later update since im so tired for this weekend! till then peeps! :) love ♥

Salam Aidil Adha..

2009-11-27T01:27:00.003+08:00

salam aidil adha to all my readers.

cant wait to meet all my relatives tumoro!

Because I'm A Girl - English version

2009-11-26T15:12:00.003+08:00

im crying watching this vc, for thousand of times, ill crying when i watch this vc. dah lama tak tgok vc ni, tapi tadi Ynaa igtkan i psl vc ni, and ill cry again. ada tak guys out there yang sangup scrife sebesar ni for the girl that he love? kalau ada, i do salute u!

this the english version lyric ;

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)

(CHORUS)

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS) [2x]

takziah

2009-11-26T14:26:00.002+08:00

takziah kepada Azhar Abd Hamid ( mr.gumy bear ) diatas permergian atuk yang tercinta awal pagi tadi. mari kita bersama2 sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah agar beliau ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin~

marilah kita sama2 muhasabah diri kita. kita tak tahu bila pula kita akan meninggalkan dunia ni. marilah kite sama sama mengingatkan antara satu sama lain...

am i lame?

2009-11-20T12:51:00.005+08:00

tiba2 terasa diri ni sangat2 la lame!

sangat2 outdated!

mana tak nya, how come my dad n my lil brother boleh lagi advance tentang lagu2 and artis2 ni compare then me?

how come yeah?

haritu my dad bagi i dengar lagu dr group indon, wali band. that was my 1st time dengar lagu tu. ape ntah nama lagu tu, cari jodoh ke ape ntah.. i dont even remember it. my second lil sis siap hafal lagu tu, while me? lagu ape ni? ye lah, orang first time dengar kan? time tu dah rasa diri ni outdated gile! hahaha. my dad boleh tahu lagu tu dr i tau, ape kes? hehe~

tadi, time ambil my both lil brother from school, ade satu lagu stacy and adam, tak sure lagu apa, tapi yang buat i terkejut, abang hafal that song! i dah macam, " eh budak ni, boleh plak hafal lagu ni, hebat! " time tu ke'lame'an terasa kembali. teruk tol i ni. memang outdated agaknye tentang artis2 and lagu2 ni. harap je ade walkman, but i do prefer to listen my fav song only, yang baru2 jarang ada. haha!

kalau nk dibandingkan my second lil sis punya pengetahuan tentang all this latest music, die lagi hebat! die lagi banyak layan VC dari i layan. rarely to watch all the VC. prefer dengar sahaja, and i can do other works too!

ok la, till another update!

take care peeps!

review Raging Phoenix.

2009-11-18T22:58:00.005+08:00

frankly speaking, i tak reti la nk buat sinopsis about a certain movie ni. kirenya, i just give my opinion based on what i watch last few days. nak cerita lebih2, tak reti. haha.

sila lah tnya kat sapa yang nk tahu cite dari i, konform, end up i said " tak reti la nk explain" hahaha! mereng kan? but i try to review this movie ok?

basically cite ni psl action moviee, this story from thailand, and conform2 la cite ni thailand. at first nak tgok cite 2012, tapi disebabkan semua full, decided to watch another movie, and my dad suggest me to watch this movie since he had watched it with my mom last week. so, i decided to watch this movie.

this is an action movie, and the heroin is Jija Yanin. sapa pernah tgok cite Fury few years back, tahu la this girl. tapi at this time, die dah besar la. dalam cite fury tu time tu still a small kid lagi.

seriously, cite ni best sangat. full with action, and ade some part make me laugh like seriously! at first, nampak cam "ni ke heroin nye? ni ke hero nye?" cam tak rupa langsung. then macam orang yang tak reti fighting pon yer gak. macam main2, tengok ha sekali, amboi! hebat! siap boleh break dance lagi time gado tu. memang cool la cite ni!

sebenarnya, cita ni mengisahkan tentang one group ni which diorang telah kehilangan gadis2 yang mereka sayang, and nk balas dendam dekat satu geng penculikkan yang telah menculik gadis2 mereka ni. kiranya, gang ni culik girl yang ada special character, which diorang ni smell good. kiranya gang jahat ni extract air mata gadis2 ni jadi perfume yang boleh buat orang tergila2 kan perfume tu.

and the girl, Deu ( Jija Yanin ) ni at first ditinggalkan oleh mak die sbb kerja, then her band,and until one time, dia nak ikut ayah die, which mean dead since ayah die dah mati. time die tgh mabuk2 tu, she being kidnapp dengan geng yang culik2 all this special girl. tapi sempat diselamatkan oleh one of the group members yang nak balas dendam kat the cruel gang tu.

afta Deu diselamatkan, the cruel gang tu, cari that group since diorang telah selamatkan Deu ni tadi. and bermula la aksi2 yang menarik! best sangat action yang diorang buat ni! memang superb! =) and since dari tu la, deu ni berminat untuk belajar how to fight. since dar scene tu, banyak la aksi2 yang best! memang tak rugi la i cakap if u guys tgok cite ni! :D

and end up, for sure yang baik menang kan. heee.. group Deu ni menang. but, one of the group member mati time nk selamatkan wife die ni.

overal i like this story ok! people, u need to watch this movie if u like action movie! double thumbs up from me!

summary semester 3

2009-11-17T14:14:00.003+08:00

aiyark! akhirnya berkesempatan juga mahu update ini blog yeah! mari kita bersorak keriangan! hahaha! horray! ok ok, mereng dah ni. haha. ok ok, meh i story mory kat korang psl my semester 3 ni ok!

sem ni i rasa the horror sem since i in matrix la kan. campur matrix time, about 5 sem la ive goin thru. as u all know, kan ade few months back yang kecoh pasal h1n1 or know as swine flu kan? time tu mmg horror, and dah menyebakan everything in not good. ye la, bayangkan la, baru 3 weeks start klas, and baru je enjin ( mean, study mood ) nk panas, by of sudden ada holiday. cube bayangkan, betapa jadi malasnya kembali setelah mahu rajin. hahha. ayat tak boleh bla la weh! =p

then, dengan badan i yang tak berapa nak sehat lagi. always got asthma attack, tak pun bad migrain! memang mendatangkan tiada mood untuk study la kan? even ada niat yang membara2~ plus, strt this sem juga dah duduk kat luar, no hostel anymore! lagi la kena sesuaikan diri la kan duduk la luar.

then, duduk kat luar ni ade menimbulkan pelbagai problem. antaranya transport. ok, at first macam takde masalah since kitorang boleh jalan kaki and masuk campus melalui kondo kristal, but, by of sudden, lepas cuti mengejut, kitorang dah tak boleh nak lalu kondo tu. memang berasap la kan. hangen sahaja! aiyarrrk!

so, terpaksa la one of my housmate+course bawak kereta. ok ok, rasanya macam sia2 je bawak kereta, sedangkan dari tingkap bilik rumah i, i boleh nampak my faculty. so damn sad woo! panas pon ada. and u know, ada one day tu kan, tetiba je boleh lalu plak, later on, tak boleh lalu balik. cam tuuuut saja kan? sapa sokong apa yang i cakap ni? hahaha!

frankly speaking, byk meeting for smf this sem i terpaksa escape, ni disebabkan kesihatan yang tak memberangsangkan. seriously, byk sangat ubt yang i makan! and i tak suka makan ubat ok! OMG, seriously, dah tak larat dah nk makan ubat sahaja. ish, kalau lah ubat tu macam gula2, conform2 i habiskan semua ubbat tu serentak! hehehe~

and semester in nye final, i tak tahu nk cakap apa. usaha dah, tapi still, i rasa i tak boleh nk jwb all question, so, ni dah berserah sahaja, plus, i hope my pointer maintain sahaja. jangan la drop. conform i down gile2 afta that! uwaaaaaaa!!!!

btw, even banyak je bad things yang happen on me, tapi ada few things yang make me happy. so damn much. thanx sebab u guys wujud dalam my life. my gummy bear, my gfs ( seha and beeha ). im glad i have known u and all of u in my life! i terasa my life being completed with everyone closes around me! thanx sangat2!

and, end semester 3, in few weeks more, i dah masuk semester 4. cepat sahaja kan masa berlalu. ~~hope time flies fast~~. i need him by my side evertime. ouch! haha!

ok la friends!

till then yeaw!
love love!

short post.

2009-11-17T10:09:00.002+08:00

i just finished my exam last 2 days.

and i supposely post about something, but later on la. nak cope my life with all that " bibik" work!

agi2 my both lil brother dah malas2 nak gi sekolah, so, that mean, kena jaga diorang sekali.

ill figure it out my time nk blogging balik! how i miss my blog! auch auch!

later on yeah friends!

love yeah!

happy birthday sis!

2009-11-12T01:31:00.004+08:00

just want to wish my dearest lillte sister happy birthday! dah 18 tahun pon. dah besar dah, so plsss sangat act like ur age. do something think bout other people feeling. and study well. make our parents proud of u.

i love you. so much ok! mmg akk garang, tejerit, tertinggi suara, but u know, deeply, i loved u no matter wat. korang kan adik beradik akk, so, for sure i love u MORE than anyone else.

nuthing much i can say, just i can wish

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

may ALLAH bless u in no matter u do!

be a strong girl, be a gud girl!

just love u my lil sista!

picnic time :)

2009-11-11T12:37:00.008+08:00

cerita basi. hahah! yelah, lebih kurang 3 weeks ago kot. time tu before i exam lagi. my mr.gumy bear dtg sini. as usual, mcm biasa la, nak jumpa lepaskan rindu. heee~ aritu beria2 cakap, sampai habis exam tak nk jumpa la. konon2 nya, time celebrate my birthday tu la last until i habis final. haraman! haha. sampai ke saat ni, dah 2times dia turun KL semata2 nak jumpa i.ngeee~

ok ok, back to the story. post ni sebenarnya nak cerita kat u guys pasal picnic last 3 weeks haritu. hari jumaat tu, actually gi pantai nak shoot video apa ntah. for his work. kitorang tolong2 sikit. plus2 that time ade 2 camera, so apa lagi u guys, i sibuk la dok snap sana, snap sini! haha. and in the same time, dia buat kerja dia record apa2 yang patut. both my lil brother la jadi mangsa die. konon2 buat ada scene lari2 and stuff. heee~

bila dah ada camera dengan i, mula la. i snap benda2 yang patut. dah la at the moment dah nak maghrib, so sunset kat sini memang la nice! so, apa lagi. snap snap la! aiyooo! bila la i berpeluang nk ada camera best cam awak ha mr.gumy bear? wish for it for sooooo lonnggg!!! tapi takpe la, since u have it, ill used it first la. heee.. boleh kan? kan? kan? :)

time sabtu tu, dorang tak main air, it just adik je yang tetiba plak dah terjun dalam air. haha. dah la kitorang kat sana kejap je kan? tahu2 adik dah selamat terjun dah. aiyoo! apa mahu jadi adikku? lalla~

so, on saturday, my both lil brother sibuk duk ajar my mr.gumy bear gi pantai lagi. diaorang nk mandi pantai. dah la time tu kitorang baru balik dari lowyat. search something for his friend. and i got something that i wanted too. tapi, ill pay back it later on. huhu. off topic jap, fenin ok! my money tak masuk2 lagi ni. haiyooo. tolong la masuk cepat sikit. dah nak habis sem 3 dah ni. huhu.

back to topic, reached home from lowyat about 3pm, rest rest sebentar, around 4 adik and abangg dah bising dah tanya jadi ke tak nak gi morib. haiyooo... so, kitorang cakap jadi. so apa lagi. hora horay la mereka kan? haha. tak prepare anything pon, grab je apa2 yang nampak, then terus cabut. singgah kedai jap. beli junk food, then off to the beach. heee~

pantai yang ada kat tempat i ni ada 2 tempat. satu Pantai Morib, and another one, yang agak baru tu namanya Pantai Kelanang. memang la, mostly sapa yang duk area banting tahu la kan pantai tu. and btw, frankly speaking, memang agak ramai rempits2 ada kat situ, tapi kan. the view quite nice, tak yang la i gi jauh2 sampai ke PD if nak tgok sunset kan? i DOOO LOVE sunset view! ngeeee~

and to be truth, tak suka pon mandi pantai. sebab melekit. tapi disebabkan the view so nice, thats why i LOVED to come here. ngeee~ ok ok, i dah melalut plak dah ni. then, sampai2 kat sana, both my lil brother sibuk dok mengajak my mr.gumy bear main air. yang air ni, memang harapan tinggal kenangan la kan nak main air. kalau kat sungai i boleh terima lagi. hehehe~ so, berseronok la mereka main air, and i pulak sibuk snaping here and there. heee~

ok la friend, meh usya gambar2 yang i sempat snap woke!

adik yang terjun main air.

aksi cubaan melompat oleh mereka :)

berlari2 anak

keadaan yang mendamaikan :)

aksi2 mr.gumy bear and adik before gi pantai ^.^

marching ke syg ooi?

golek2 atas pasir. :)

matahari terbenam...

all pictures add randomly, mcm tak biasa pulak kan i ni pemalas nak susun gambar kan? hehehe~ ok la friends, till then yea!

till then friends,

take care!

love love

exam mode.

2009-11-06T12:35:00.003+08:00

actually dah nearly two weeks i berperang di medan peperiksaan. and i think this sem is thge worst sem for me. ntah la, as u guys know, sem ni i banyak sakit, and rarely to updating my blog eventhouh ada je kemudahan internet ni kan? aish.. apa la nak jadi kat i ni kan??

berbalik kepada cerita exam, dah habis 3 paper i jawab, tinggal lagi 2 more papers to go. and truthly said that, i mcm down sangat this semester. could u imagine that, u work so hard for that particular paper, end up, u couldnt answer it well. sape tak sakit hati, jiwa dan mental oooi. huhu. bile jawab paper ok, tahu pulak, yang carry mark rendah. haish. mmg tersgt down la jawabnye kan? huhu~

aduhai. sem3 wahai sem 3, mengapakah terasa begitu down and teruk sekali ni yer. huhu~ tak tahu dah nk cakap apa, sampaikan hari tu i ada terpikir, kenapakah i amek course ni tau. huhu. mmg time tu dah down and give up sangat, and alhamdullilah la kan, semangat tu naik slowly since there always have someone being besides me n courage me to do much better. thanx to family, closes friends, and the dearest one. thanx a lot.

2 more papers left, then will be holiday for about 6 weeks. ingat macam nk kerja part time, tapi macam nak rest pon ada gak. haha. dilema, tak kerja = no money, kerja = tak rest. apakah yang patut i lakukan now?? huhu~

and actually, ada benda yang nak i post. time picnic with the dearest and siblings haritu. dan lame da, before exam, tapi disebabkan malas and takde mood nk update, so, ill update it later on ok?

till then friends,
love you lotsss!
<333

pictures time birthday

2009-10-26T17:06:00.007+08:00

* pictures add randomly*

* having so much time everytime with him and family =) *

more pictures? ; view at my fb just add me lolly_dollblossom [at] yahoo [dot] co [dot] uk

2009-10-20T09:11:00.001+08:00

nak upload gambar, tapi laptop takde and try like lotsa times, still cannot!

sob sob

=(

later friends ...

reach 20, finally..

2009-10-12T20:57:00.003+08:00

i have my wonderful weekend. seriously. full of happiness! with the dearest one, also my beloved family. and mmg tak sangka my bf and family buat i terkejut. make me suprised! its unexpceted. having so much fun!

celebrate my birthdat dekat redbox ria, sogo. didnt expect it will turn out so much fun! seriously. sangat2~ having a duet song with dearie for few songs. melting i time duet same2 tu. haha. and my sis and her boyfie pon sweet gak. haha. even bf die tu tall for her. agagaga!

then we also play some sort activity, sukaneka. main rebut kerusi and bola beracun. hahah. main dengan budak2 kecik. just for fun. haha. tapi mmg fun la. lagu dah la best2~ cam gi clubbing pon ade. hahaha ( never been there ok! ).

sharp 12 o'clock, my lil sis wani wish me for my happy birthday. and my boyfee whispering at my ears, ' happy birthdat sayang'. auchhh! just loved the way he wish at me. hehehe~

then, after that activity, kitorg supposely gerak balik cause we all book the room from at 8pm - 12 pm , tapi bile time nk kemas2 barang nk balik tu, ade this one cute guy bawak masuk cake.

OMG! time tu rase macam terharu and nak menangis sangat! didnt expect for that ok! and im having that sweet moment when i turn 20! memang sangat3 terharu. thanx mr.bf and family for the sweetest memoriesss! :DDD

ok ok, less talk, ill upload pictures. pictures tell u everything how happy i am on that day. thanx to those wishe me for happy birthday. im happpy!!! to those yang macam terlupa tu, its ok la. i know u guys bz with ur works kan...heee...

aish, i want to upload the pic, but seem the line not that ok for upload the picture, so ill upload it later on ok! i promise that.

btw, THANX EVERYONE FOR THE WISHESSS!

friends...

2009-10-08T18:41:00.007+08:00

ok first of all, moody i totally cam ape je this week! dengan tengah ~~period~~ surely lagi cam haram je kan my mood. totally out of service. sory to those yang kena bersabar dengan i.

boleh dikatakan almost everynite im crying. too stress maybe. huhu. yes, totally stress! next week lagi superb stress! everyday have test, and the most important thing, ada pementasan drama next friday. aish, peeps, just wish me all the best yea! hope i can do everything, andd

can be more STRONGGG!

btw, bukan nak cerita pasal my life actually, but its about friends, friendship.. ok, for me, even im really down sometimes because of missing my old time, missing my old friends. but i cant do anything, people changed, and so i am. it just, sometimes i feel like i all alone in this world. to be truth, ramai lagi yang sayang i... heeee... thanx korang.

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let me see, now, im happy with my closes friends around me. i love them lotssss! seriously. i need them. as much as i need my boyfiee besides me. ok ok, let me reveal who they are.

seha and beeha
they are my housmate and also my closes friend. kitorang memang satu kepala. masing2 mereng and gile. haha. gelak sampai tak ingat dunia. life i cam kureng something if i didnt meet one of them in a day, biha is my roomate. ok, we share almost about everything, before tido usually borak2 even dah lalok, then tido. haha. they really concern bout me. aha, langsung tak bagi i minum ice or cold water, tak bagi i mandi malam, and loads more! anyhow, i love them soooo much! thanx for do understand me and they rock my lifeeee!

ija and sal
ok, they are my clasmates since in the first sem. we are getting closer day by day. and they cheer up my life at campus and even out of campus. just can live without them. sayang gile kat korang. even korang suke kenakan ayong. and it cause of me, ayong ni seposen sangat kan. hahaha. seriously, im enjoying my study life because of them. we all bukan jenis yang keluar2, but they always make me smile and laugh. i just loooove them mucccch!

amira,hawa, nabilah and all childhood friends
dengan u guys, benda yang paling sweet i penah rasa. sweet sangat kan time dulu2. time kecik2, time budak2, time zaman2 hingusan. haha. its so funny ok! memang seronok balik bile ingat - ingat balik. OMG, seriously, rinduuuu giiile zaman2 kanak2, zaman riang ria. aha, seriosly, i love all of u LOADSSS!

adit, aiman
u guys memang superb best! even my mom dah tak kesah i spent time with u guys. u guys memang yang terbaik for me. sanggup fetch me kt shah alam if both of u free, even sesat mencari rumah i, temankan i kuar time i tengah tension, hu ha hu ha tak ingat dunia. thanx a lot guys for being such a gooooood friend for me, yang kadang2 tu tak jadi yang terbaik for u guys...

other friends
thanx korang sebab sudi jadi my friends, even korang kadang2 lupakan ayong, but its ok, eventhou its hurt sometimes, espcially yang mana i dah anggap u guys tu dulu my bestfriends, seriously, sedih sometimes. and ill cry until i fall a sleep. but never and ever in my mind, ill erase all those sweet memories. terlalu indah untuk dipadam. i still loved all of u, it just, takut korang yang dah tak nk be friends with me. seriously, im missing all of u! missing all those sweet memories that i cant forget for my entire lifeeeee...

mr.boyfiee
thanx for being so patient with me, thanx for all those nasihat yang kadang2 i tak nak dengar. thanx for being there where ever i need u. thanx coz u have sacrifice lots of thing for me, ur time, money and everything. thanx jugak since u jadi my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my enemy, my sweet heart, and my everything. sooory coz i always make u sad coz of me, make u woories coz of me. huhu, ill try to be a good gf for u ok sayang, ill try my bessst!!!

THANX for every single thinnnnggg!!!!

silau yang teramat.

2009-10-04T20:34:00.003+08:00

tak sedar diri yang empunya mata ni tak tahan dengan CAHAYA, dengan tawakalnya balik shah alam dari banting time dah nak kul 7. memang saje je cari pasal la kan mcm tu. hahahaha...

seriously, time driving tadi, dah selawat banyak2, since bila banyak sangat kereta, i cant see the road clearly. sampai kan tadi, i just nampak cahay putih je, time tu dah cuak gile dah.. tak dapat la nak cakap ape kan. memang seriousla, dah cuak sangat tau.

ni namanya, penangan budak degil, drive lagi balik shah alam malam2, time banyak kenderaan. huhu. lain kali, sila jangan buat lagi ok!

ok la, tu je update for now. banyyak sangat keje nak buat tahuuuu! aiyoooooo! till then peeps.! :)

hari terakhir september.

2009-09-30T22:08:00.013+08:00

today im do nothing. basuh baju, study and attend short meeting. NO class for today.

alhamdullilah, im getting better, but still take my medicine. takut it getting more worst kan. just the thing yang i tak suka bila makan ubat is, badan i akan mengigil. effect ubat asthma. huhu...

tomoro dah masuk October, kejap je dah nak end of this year. . macam tak caye pon ade gak. huhu.. i hope this year make lots of change for me.

and btw, petang tadi kecoh kat facebook yang kate ade gegaran kat certain part of malaysia, but seems, i tak rasa pape. housmate i pon tak rase anything. haha. i dont know why. huhu. seram la, now dah banyak sangat bencana alam berlaku kan. huhu. hope everything will ok.

ok la friends, i nak study actually, nak mengira, tapi tangan tengah shaky, thats i tak dapat nak menulis dengan betul. geram sahaja. cube la buat slow2~

till then peeps!
tc
=)

im sick again =(

2009-09-29T17:57:00.002+08:00

cerita di waktu petang.

last nite, i couldnt sleep. it because i got asthma attack twice while im sleeping. seriously. my asthma getting worse eventhou i have stop drinking cool water or ice. and same goes yesterday evening, i got asthma attack while im sleeping. huhu.. =(

i will cough non-stop, then ill have asthma. a worst asthma. huhu. need to take the inhaler almost 3 to 4 times to make me ok. huhu.

early this morning, i woke up, and get ready to class, but 10 minute before i want to go to class, i received a message saying that this morning class being cancel. so, just having breakfast with dearest housmate, then do some revision.

while doing my revision, by of sudden, by nose bleeding. too much! agak terkeut la kan. sebab dah lame sangat since the last time my nose bleeding. huhu. terus minum air banyak2~

then, tak lame lepas tu, i got asthma attack back. ok, for how many times la i kena kan. seriously my asthma getting worst. huhu..

till then peeps,
i love you all!
and missing him badly.
take care then! =)

synopsis raya =)

2009-09-27T15:03:00.002+08:00

lame menghilang kan? argh, this sem malas sangat nak update blog, eventhou i ade kemudahan nak on9 tu. nape yer? maybe dah kekeringan idea mahu menulis ape disini kot. huuu. tapi still, i need u bloggie to xpress my feeling, eventho i know, theres lots of stalker. ahaha. u know who u are kan? :P

ok fine, lets me story2 sikit bout what happen to me for this raya, story sahaje ok, but pictures ill upload it later on alrite? =)

.1st syawal.

wake up as early as we can, then prepare all the foods, waiting all the family members to get ready of them selves, having breakfast together2. next a photo session. then ade sesi bermaaf-maafan.

around 11 something, gerak balik seremban, rumah maklong, then have or lunch there. chit chatting with the cousin, aunty and everyone while eating all the kuih raya. around 3 something, everyone dah gerak balik rumah masing2, since my aunty and uncle majority duduk area seremban.

at 4.15 i guess, we all gerak rumah pak ngah kat taman lavender, then chit chatting lagi, then eat. around 7, gerak rumah makteh, in area seremban too. rest kejap, then solat. then eat again. around 9.30pm we all gerak balik banting.

.2nd syawal.

nothing much we can do. just staying at home, but theres no one to come. planing to balik kg at olak lempit, but but, being cancel due to some reason. aish.. =(

but, lucky me, malam tu gi konvoi raya rumah ayu. aha, thats the only konvoi yang i join. yang lain tak dpt. huhu~ =(

.3rd syawal.

almost get ready nak balik kg, but terpaksa cancel lagi since ada kawan mama nak datang rumah, so we prepare some food, actually, not we, mama only, i tolong kemas2 yang mana patut saje. heee~

then, afta kawan mama balik, papa nye sepupu pulak datang dari johor, have some chit chatting and eating. then, ade kawan papa pulak datang. so for that thay, we all stay at home sahaje. tak keluar gi mane2 pon. menerima kunjugan tetamu sahaja. :)

.4th syawal.

gerak gi bbst, rumah my uncle belah my mom. borak2, makan2. maaf2, tu biasa la kan for this hari raya, benda yang sama kita buat for every house rite? heeee... then, supposely nak balik olak lempit pulak, tapi 'ter' merayapa ke nilai 3. i dont know what my mommy and my lil sis cari. seriously its really hot! panas woooo!

my mom n my lil sis yang cari barang, later on, my both lil bro yang dapat kereta mainan. hahaha! its so funny, orang lain yang mencari benda, orang lain yang dapat benda. hahaha! :)

then, balik tu gi beli barang2 untuk masak since the next day, my family belah my dad plus my fren will come to my house. kira macam open house la. tapi the small one saje. theee~ :)

.5th syawal.

wake up as early as i can, around 8am, eventho the previous nite i slept at 4am. huhu. quite sleepy la. tapi gagahkan diri jugak. tolong mama prepare masak2. lucky us, kitorang the previous nite dah masak half of the foods. time my aunty datang, we all tak siap masak lagi. huhu. agak kelam kabut tau!

tapi, afta that, sempat je finished everything, and then, we have our lunch. i tak makan pon since tak lalu lagi. memang meriah ruumah i hari tu ok! terlampau. with all my cousin with their children. best best! meriah sangat! :) dorang pulang around 6pm, afta eat lotsa food! nyummy! macam2 ada on that day. laksa, nasi impit, lauk pauk for lunch. nyummmy!

then, around 7pm dearie bf datang afta beraya rumah member dia dekat bangi, then, i pulak kemas2 rumah apa yang patot since at nite pula, my dearest friend mahu berkunjung tiba.

even tak berapa ramai yang datang, and i quite sad because diorang tak makan byk, but still. im too happy! jumpa dorang, gelak2 like hell. and many more. kawan i yang last pulang almost 3am. thanx adit, since sanggup datang juga right after u reach banting from kelantan. heee~ =) sayang kamu lebey2~ :)

.6th syawal.

went out with the dearie bf and sista. watch movie and do some window shopping, later we went to bangi to have our dinner there! superb dinner for that nite, btw, that day was our 2nd month of anniversary! cepat sangat masa berlalu ok! huhu..

.7th syawal.

went to my other relatives kat sijangkang. then, went to jj bukit tinggi. tukar tali gitar my lil bro. while papa gi tukar tali gitar abang, i, my sis, my mom, my bf gi window shopping separeted way. hehehe.

after done everything, we all gerak gi rumah kak lin kat damansara for the open house. pity mr.bf. really ackward with all my dearest family members. about 1 hour je kat sana, then i cabut gi rumah my friend, zanna kat usj2, im scared if i cant meet her b4 her back to egypt, so dikesempatan ini, i pon mencabutkan diri ke rumah dia.

lots of my friend ada kat sana! and quite having fun, since ade few kawan zanna yang i tak kenal. heee~ malu2~ yang penting i met zana, and mya too! :) after 30 min, bila nak gerak balik damansara balik, papa called, and he said that dia dah nak gerak balik banting, so he fetch me and my lil sis kat depan the summit.

time ni quite sad, coz en.bf mahu pulang ke johor kembali. berat gila nak lepaskan dia. huhu. sobs sobs sobs. tapi terpaksa juga melepaskan dia. huhuhu. in 2 weeks, we will meet again kan dear bf my final? huhu~

.8th syawal.

still at dearie home. today ill be back to shah alam! OMG, i dont want too! huhu.. scared for the final exam! grrrr! even i have a another bout 3 weeeks! its quite a short time! huhu. pls pls ayong, study seriously after this! packing done, bawak balik barang punya banyak. memang perangai dari dulu tak pernah nak berubah. hancus tol! hahahah!

till then peeps!
get ready to shah alam!

SHAH ALAM, here i COME!

20092009

2009-09-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

family photo,

1st Syawal =)

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-19T20:48:00.003+08:00

sedih je rasa hati ni. sayu sekali. rindu sangat time kecik2 dulu. dulu tiap kali malam raya, main bunga api, mercun, main kejar kat area kampung, now, nak rasa kampung pon dah takde! huuuuwaaa! sob sob!

still at home sweet home. still kat banting, still at my home. aha, it repeaters for many times haa! aiyark! dah few years dah raya kat sni je, tahun ni lagi dull since my dearest grandpa had passed away few months back. huuu. sedih! doakan je la arwah ditempat orang2 yg beriman. huuuu~

raya ni sangat serba sederhana, one pair of baju kurung je, no heels for this year, just 2 pieces of blouse and a jeans, aha! memang beraya pakai jeans je la nanti ea. heee, recyle je baju yang agak2 baru few times pakai je kan? at least it much betta to those ang takde baju raya langsung kan? huuuu~

tot of being single this time, but as all of u know, now me in a relationship. yes, it means im NOT single anymore. yeah, sambut raya dengan en.bf, and even aritu dah teman die cari baju melayu. ahaa... comel tak kami? hahah~

ok la, orang lain seronok main bunga api, and i pon cam nak main jugak! tapi disebabkan i got asthma, dah tak boleh nak main sangat dah. lately pon asthma senang attack! aiyark! tak suke ok! sob sob!

ok la friends, till then yeah!

last wish,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

kad raya

2009-09-17T15:37:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all my readers.

May ALLAH bless all of you!

and ayong mintak maaf sangat if ada tersalah kate, terguris hati or everything kat u guys! deeply, im SORY!

sape yang free tu, nanti raya datang la rumah ye!

the weekend =)

2009-09-15T09:52:00.006+08:00

ave a blast once again even though have some telenovela happened! haha, but for me its ok, its a process in knowing each other well. heee, sorry babe! rasanya surely you guys tak paham apa yang i cuba sampaikan kan? heee~ actually, my dearest bf datang once again datang banting! ahaks! rasanya, ill update bila dia datang je kot? hahaha!

ok, ill share something bout the weekend! ahaks, if cerita penuh, tak berkesudahan agaknye. ahaha. then ill repeated the same word je kan? haha! so, let me tell u guys briefly je about it =)

.friday. [11/09/09]

he reached shah alam exactly time buka puasa, before that he text me that he stucked at traffic jammed at KL, but tak sangka la dia dapat sampai shah alam betul-betul time buka. aha, kesian sahaja. then, i teman dia gi buka kat mapley, since dia tetiba nak makan roti nan + ayam tandoori kan? so, join je la. i tak kesah mana pon.

then, afta habis makan semua, we all gi JJ bukit raja kejap. cari present for my lil brother, aiman since present aiman sorang je yang tak ada lagi present. searching for his remote control car. and alhamdullilah la, kami jumpa! =)

then on the way nak balik rumah, my lil sis sibuk call and pesan jangan lupa belikan mercun and bunga api semua. haha~ we trying our best to find it, and alhamdullilah la jumpa~ even time tu dah nearly 10 sumthing, diorang nampak bunga api and mercun, terus segar bugar! haha. having fun main bola and bunga api ngn en.bf and adik2~ =)

.saturday. [12/09/09]

wake up quite early, around 8 something. sleep in my dearest brothers room. aha, kena tendang2 with adik. haha! lucky me he still a small boy, so takde la sakit mana kan. hehe. then lepak2 jap before take my bath, then on9 kejap, borak2 ngn en.bf, then baru nak get ready nak merayap!

ok, fine, as usuall, i memang kena siap awal since antara adik beradik i, i paling lama siap! haha. heee, so around 12 something gerak gi KL with my two lil sista! supposely boleh smpai less then 2 hours, jadi 3 hours nye journey! ahaha. jammed nye pasal! argh! menci2~ hahaha

nak parking keta pon satu hal! argh! mereng2~ and mood pon cam berantakkan. haha. hope en.bf paham y i macam nk marah2~ heee~ dah la orang sangat ramai! argh! terteka wokeh! :P

buka kt red box ria, sogo. makanan memang blast! sedap wokeh! and terserempak dengan artis hensem2~ hahaha! and ade gak yg hensem2 lagi! ok ayong, sila jangan nak miang keladi kat sni! haha. en.bf, sila jangan marah sy ok? theee~ gedix sebentar!

then, afta habis sesi melalak2, ktorang off to uptown damansara, and before that fetch my aunty dulu, then off to uptown, cari some stuff. aha, ok, orang pon sangat ramai! penat dah rimas sgt wokeh!

sampai rumah around 4am. then masak2 for sahur, then temankan my parents and him sahur, then en.bf tido, i on9 sebentar sebab tak boleh tido. about 6 something, baru tido.

.sunday. [12/09/09]

wakeup nearly 12. hahaha! my parents pon same. bangun pon ade orang kejut, kalau tak, maybe tak bangun lagi kot! haha. and we supposely balik tengah hari, tapi my parents insist nak ajak en.bf buka kat rumah. setelah dipujuk berkali2, barulah die berbuka dirumah.

after mendapat confirmation, terus ke pasar untuk membeli barang ape2 yang patut tok masak. haha. dah lame sangat tak menjejakkan kaki ke pasar. ok, rasanya macam orang asing pula! hahaha! setelah mendapatkan ape yang patut, terus balik rumah, and prepare for cook! tp, mama yg lead, haha. tolong skit2 saje!

then, masing ptg tu keje tido je. sebab kepenatan, him and me. i tido kt hall, dia tido kt bilik! haha. bangun2 dah around 4pm! so, macam mamai tolong mama kt dapur. heee. then prepare makanan tok buka.

and we supposely balik afta buka, tapi tangguh lagi. and end up, ktorang gerak balik shah alam and johor afta sahur, arounf 5am in the monday morning! haha. memang ler sengal. my parents pon bgun awl2 pagi sbb nk hantar kitorang balik. sdgkan i selasa dah balik banting balik. hahaha!

ok, time die dah nak balik johor tu, memang saat yang i paling benci. i wish i could spent every moment oof my life with him! OMG! seriously, im sad. argh! even thou i know i akan jmpe die lagi in 2 weeks! ok ok, enuff sedih2~

ayong be strong ok! =)

ok la friends,
till then
dah panjang sgt ni!
tadaaa~

love yea!

happy birthday

2009-09-09T05:57:00.004+08:00

just wanna wish my two little hero,

9.9.99

9.9.02

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

i LOVE you SO MUCH

dearie abang and adik!

hope u'll be a sucsessfull person ok sayang?

jangan hampakan ur parents ok?

make them proud!

akak sayang korang sangat!

Don't Speak

2009-09-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

hi friends! another update from me. just feel like crying when i'm listen this song. just enjoy it friends!

sedih.

2009-09-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

i dont know why, i feel sad. really sad. i cant stop from being sad. i miss my old time so much! really do!this week, was my bad week. im crying and crying. for a reason for sure. and maybe its related with many person, so i rather shut my mouth up and telling it here.

but to be truth, theres lots of thing come up in my mind. LOTS!

and i keep on thinking bout it it.

is it my fault, or is it not?

what i have done to them?

why they treated me like this.

why why why?

i keep on thinking bout it like for the whole weekend, and until now!

argggh!

how i miss my old time,

how i spend time with them.

how i share stories with them.

how i try to make them smile

how i try to defeat them when there some one make them sad

pfff..

seriously, im crying now. and i miss that moment. that moment that make me smile everytime i spend my time with them. arggh! why this happen to me??

Ya ALLAH, please make me strong to get thru all this.

cerita lama.

2009-09-06T17:20:00.004+08:00

maybe cerita ni dah basi, but still i want too write it here. as my memories. tak semua benda and story can keep in my mind for a long time kan? so, that a purpose of a blog, or maybe of a diary. haa, this blog pun macam my diary gak kan? hehe. so, let me share last weekend nye story...

seriously, im having lotsa fun! seriously! even cam quite tired and lack of rest. but i wont forget that weekend. heee~ mana taknya, its all about the 1st time. heee.. sangat happy and tak tahu nak cakap ape.

last week, my dearie en.bf datang rumah. heee.. sangat scarry tau! mama dah bising2 since i balik lambat, bukan tak nk balik, but im waiting him la since dia nk fetch me and both of us balik rumah i sama2~ tapi kan, before that, kitorang plan nk gi beli some stuff either kt OU or pyramid. haha.. lawak2, sebab i, the journey of 30 minutes, ley jadi 1hour! haha. mereng!

then, cam rushing2 je cari barang since takut mama bising2 balik lambat, afta jumpe je, terus gerak balik. heheh. then smpai rumah around 3pm, then tolong mama ape yang patut, and kenalkan bf tu family. auw auw! malu! hahaha. tapi still bajet cool. cet!

then, cam nk gi bazaar beli some food for buka eventhou dah banyak sangat makanan kat rumah. hehe.. then balik rumah, kuarkan sume food and prepare for buka. then macam nk keluar untuk check in hotel fo mr.bf, tapikan tapikan dengan terkejutnya, papa and mama suruh tido je kat rumah, and lagi terkejut, sleep at my OWN room! haha. nasib baik takda apa sangat kat bilik tu. so rela hati la bagi tido kat situ. berbunga2 hati ni. hehe. 1st time strangers tido rumah, mean yang takde pertalian dengan we all la kn?? hehe~

then, afta buka, we all semua keluar lepak dekat morib, dekat hotel impian since my lil cute nephew, hadziq ade shooting kt sini, and stay at the hotel, so lepak2 la ngn dia, alysha and my aunty since hadziq takde shooting that nite. heee. memang best! my mr.bf tak percaya yang i rapat ngn hadziq, last2, bila dah jumpa, baru nak percaya and we have fun that nite! lepak2, borak2, and snapping tu WAJIB! hehehe.

my aunty punya soalan memang sangat cepu emas. terkedu i mendengar, papa and mama pun tak tanya soalan2 yang cepu emas begitu. hehehe. tapi, he still act cool! hehe. cool ke syg? :P mr.bf dok melayan anak2 sedara i. sangat gembira mereka! heee. saya pon join gak kegembiraan itu! heee. best2~ :)

then, tetiba hadziq lapa, and we all ajak gi lepak mapley jap. makan2, and borak until all the kids look very tired, then mr.bf and i send them back to hotel. sampai rumah dah nak around 12, then mr.bf tolong my lil sis buat kerja sikit. buat2 until 2am! and he looks very tired! kesian sgt rasanya! huhu..

woke up as early as 4am since nk gi airport fetch my friend back from UK. then prepare sahur for him. maluuu! 1st time rasanya i preparekan sahur untuk orang. even for my family pon jarang. hahah. malu malu! :P supposely nak gerak gi airport at 5am, tapi disebabkan my friend's mom said that afta subuh, kitorang lepak2 dulu kat rumah, and afta solat terus gerak gi airport.

balik dari airport, both of us terus tido. masing kepenatan, i confirm la terpaksa tido kat bilik my lil sis, takkan pulak nk tido sebilik ngn my mr.bf kot! hahaha. NO NO NO! then wake up at 11, then terus sambung tolong my lil sis buat kerja balik. dengan keadaan perut yg tak selesa, gastrik setelah lama tak kena, mmg tahan and temankan je mr.bf tolong my lil sis.

kerja i at that moment, kacau je mr.bf buat kerja. haha. lucky me tak kena marah. siap semua kerja almost 3pm, time habis je terus die kemas barang2 dia nak balik. i dengan tak semena je terus burst into tears! auch! memang malu la, i terus je ambil bantal and hide my face, tapi he notice me that im crying. heee.. malu2~ then dia pujuk! suka2~ auch! rindu la that moment!

then terus hantar dia sampai kereta. sedih sangat that time, eventhou tahu in 2 weeks time akan jumpa dia lagi. huhu. tapi redha je la dengan everything kan. and im happy la since most of my family members accept him =) include my aunty and my family.

haish, how i miss him now! teribbly missing him. cepat la 11.September! cant wait to spending more time with him and family! auch auch! cepat la masa berlalu. cant wait. teribbly missing him! ok ok, enuff, let see the pictures!

kepala hilang.

maaf diatas kehilangan itu :P

walking around the housing area :)

main nyorok2 kat belakang pokok kelapa :)

bayang2 kami :)

time lepak kt mapley

hadziq pose di dpn swimming pool

hadziq and mr.bf

lil sis epy with alysha

alysha comel :)

ok la friends,
till then,
take care!
love love!

things that guys should do =)

2009-09-05T05:58:00.002+08:00

taken this from my dearie housmate's blog, beeha. for me as a girl, this is almost true. how sweet if one guy could do all this thing for me! auch auch auch!

*mr.bf, could u do this for me? :) *

1. sing to her
who cares if u're voice is not like david archuelleta,
just sing to her anywhere, anytime
she will definitely think you have the best voice ever

2.cuddle her
hug her, cuddle here anywhere.
hug her from behind or hug her while waiting to buy movie tickets
hug her anywhere! she won't mind at all

3. buy her flowers
it may seem simple and lame, but trust me
girls LOVE receiving flowers.
doesn't matter what type of flowers, she will still love and appreciate it

4. surprise her
surprise her with a gift or suprise her by suddenly
appearing at her house.

5. write to her
send her little love notes. you can post it in her books or bag,
or you can ask her friends to give it to her.
surprise her with a love note.
tell her how you feel, tell her you miss her
she will definitely fall even deeply in love with her

6. cook for her
hey, u don't have to be a chef to cook an amazing meal for her
you can just fry eggs or make toast for her
and she will think you are the best chef ever.
don't feel like cooking, call up delivery
and eat together.

7. buy her gifts
girls love getting gifts, especially if you surprise her with one
get her, her favourite chocolate, or flowers
or even a book

comic ^_-

2009-08-29T10:55:00.005+08:00

hi friends! yeay, update lagi! tetiba rajin plak nk update, so here i am! hehe~ this comic my friend yang buat time die tengah kebosanan semalam. i tak tahu nk buat ape, so i have a nap! haha~ memang tu je fav things to do! lalala~

gambar2 ini diambil pada hari khamis lepas, time kami tengah melepak di bilik Perka. bilik ini cam bilik meeting la jugak, tp if we all tak balik rumah, ktorang akn duduk sini buat ape2 yang patut la! heeee~ :)

so, heres the story, cita ni takde ape2 kaitan pon. and tak tersangka akan muncul cerita comic cam ni. tahu la sal( the one who make this comic ) gila comic kan? lalal~

pls abaikan keserabaian i dlm gambar tu ea? haha baru habbis test, mcm tu la jadinya! hua hua hua! kejam gila gelak!

ok la friends! enjoy!

this week.

2009-08-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

this week, ade few class i skip. it because of a bad migrain! seriously! memang sakit gila ok! tak tertahan rasanya! huhu. macam nka pecah ok! incik bf suruh i gi jumpe doc, tapi as u all tahu, i kan takut ngn doc! uwaaaa~!

i ponteng klas hari selasa, skip 2 class. class material and structural analysis. huhu. serious dok terbaring je kt bilik. tak tdo, duduk. sampai housmate tak tahu pon yang i sebenarnya ade kat rumah! hahaha~

then hari rabu plak takde kelas, tapi i need to go to KL to settle something. supposely papa will fetch me at shah alam, but since papa have things to do. so i terpaksa la gi KL sorang2~ sedey tol. nasib baik ada kawan seha nak tolong i hantar kat ktm. heee. thanx nik!

dah la i pkai mask. ok ok, gi kelas pon hari2 i pkai mask, smpai En.Ikmal panggil i the girl with the mask! haha. ye la, now kat fac dah tak musim pkai mask, tapi i still pakai mask jugak! baik kan sy kawan2? haha. sebenarnya takut je jadi pape kat i. huhu~

then supposely afta settle hal tu, i balik shah alam balik and papa supposely send me back. and the truth, mmg hantar pon, tapi amik few stuff such as laptop and shirt, and then trus gerak balik banting! yeay me! haha. balik bersebab ea! haha. nk settle kan something. another activity. haha! bz gile la kan i neh? hahaha!

kat rumah, buka sangat best! even tak ramai orang pon yang ade. konon2 nk masak sikit je lauk, tup tup, banyak ha makanan! sedap2 semuanya! yeay yeay! memang kenyang sgt that nite!

khamis pagi tu ponteng satu lagi kelas sebab tak sempat nk balik shah alam. then terus ada test! haha. memang mereng i! suka buat keje gile! hahah~ dulu pon buat keje gile gak! ayooo!

haaa. im excited bout tomoro! excited and scared in the same time! haha, mana tak nya, bf nk jumpe ngn my parents! huhu.. jgn ckp i over ke ape ea, papa n mama yang nk jumpe! bising sebab tak introduce kat dorang, so, nk tak nk kena la! scared! tapi hopefully everything will be ok!

and then, hari ahad pagi2 kena fetch sara kat airport, and insyaallah incik.bf will accompany me since i rasa i dah tak boleh drive in a dark situation! haritu almost excident! huuuu :(

ok la friends, dah penat ni.

maw tido!

nanyte!

sahabat.

2009-08-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

maaf dipinta buat sahabat2 rapatku. ya ALLAH, apa nak jadi dengan i ni pun, i tak tahu. seriously, im seeking for appology to 2 of my best friend. seriously, i tak sengaja nak lupa birthday both of u. sangat terlupa!

time 13.08.09, i terlupa birthday ayie. ayie call i time midnite, itupun dah msuk 14.08.09. im really sory! how come i can forgot bout ur birthday darl. seriously, at that moment, im being to bz! thats a lot of problemo need to be handle and being settle down. seriously, im really sory. nanti, if i have time, ill treat u ok? and gve a present for u ok darl? arggh! im trully SOORRRY! =(

and for today, i forgot one of my bestfriends birthday, adika! shit! what is goin with me. what happen to me! soory dear! i mmg betul2 terlupa! sangat! dengan i have a bad migrain today. auch! seriously! memang sangat bersalah la! aduhaiiii! tak pernah2 i lupa birthday bestfriend i sendiri. huhu. klu im in their shoes pon, surely ill upset! gggrrrr! friends, maafkan ayong! seriously. tak berniat nk lupakan birthday korg! uwaaa! =((

this is the birthday boy 13.08.09

ayie.

im sory dear!

25.08.09

sory dika sebab terlupa birthday kamu!

sahabat2, saya terlalu merindukan awak berdua. dah lama sangat tak berjumpa. lagi2 adika, dah about 4 months last time i met u! uwaaa!~ rindu masa masa dulu. masa2 kite having fun together! :(( seriously, hope this raya ill met both of u. spending some time with u guys! huhu~

times flies so fast, and the hectic life of a student make me really bz. sory to my friends if i ade terlupa dekat u guys!

huuu, till then. im tired. nite.

saya sayang kamuu!

25th.

2009-08-25T12:57:00.003+08:00

lately, i always feel sick. kejap ok, and kejap tak ok. migrain lately senang sgt attack. am i too stress? argh! i dunno. dah tak banyak program pon yg i involved now, bukan tak banyak la. NONE pon, just skrg dengan SMF nye program sahaja.

nuthing much to post, today 25th August 2009, so genapla one month im not in single mode. im happy with him. so much in love with him!

i just hoping and praying this relationship will last long. and i always pray that this will be my last and the only one. im sick of heartbroken anymore. i know, last time, im the one who ask for break up. but, i just dont want to lie or pretend that i love him. but, i do care. hope my ex will understand this.

oops! sory syg, this post actually i dedicated it to u. dah termasuk topic lain pulak. thanx for taking care of me. thanx for loving me for who i am. thanx a lot k? and i hope this relationship will work.

and btw, i love that photos that u gve it to me. aha, thanx thanx.

ok la friends, thats all for now!
love yea!
tc =)

1st ramadhan

2009-08-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

this is a short entry. aha, today dah start puasa kan? everything just ok je. sahur and buka kat rumah! and mama masak sedap2. nasi ayam, laichee kang, buah melaka! yummy! and i tak tolong dia masak. oouh, teruk punya anak. haha! maaf ma =(

and tadi pun gi terawikh. best best. cuma yang tak bestnya, i dah realise i dah tak boleh drive malam. huuuuu...

esok dah kena balik shah alam lagi. dah tak boleh buka best2 lagi. sob sob. sedey saje. huhu~

aiyark. tak tahu nk cakap ape lg. till then friends!

daaaa =)

Salam Ramadhan =)

2009-08-21T20:02:00.003+08:00

sedar tak sedar, dah nak masuk bulan ramadhan kan? esok kita semua sebagai seorang umat islam, dah start berpuasa. rasa kejap sangat masa berlalu. sangat singkat masa yang kita ada sebenarnya kan? rasanya untuk ramadhan kali ni, berazam nak jadi yang lebih baik. hopefully, theres will be people to support me la.

seriously, sepanjang dah almost 20 years of living, rasa dah macam pelbagai benda yang dilakukan. sama ada elok mahupun tidak. rasa sangat bersalah sometimes, and macam tak ada rasa apa2 pun something. i hope this ramadhan will change something in me. with the new life now. i hope everything will change.

dah lame juga i tak update blog ni. tak tahu ape masalah i untuk mengupdate blog ni. perhaps because of my busy life now. seriously. im easily tired nowdays. and im always have unstable temparature plus the migrain which always attack me. duuh! seriously, i dont know why. maybe because of the pressure that i got.

aha, this semester i feel down. maybe it because of H1N1 pandemic. i hate wearing mask everyday. it suffocating. and i always be the one who wearing the mask. huhuhu. tapi disebabkan im a person in high risk category, so, i need to wear mask everyday.

life lately penuh dengan lotsa test and assigment! and i do my very best, but end up i think i dont study at all because i answer all the test like sh**t. arggh! sorry for my bad word. aha, dah la nak puasa. banyakkan bersabar la wahai cik ayong.

aha, itu cerita before ramadhan start. i hope this coming ramadhan will have a new bright sunshine for me. i hope everything will back to normal as soon as posibble. and for reminding me and my self to be a better person. let the past, being a history and do not repeat the same mistakes again, and make a new person of you. be a good daughter, sister, friends and also a good girlfriend. for family, friends and him.

thanx for all the support that all of you gave me. without all of you, im lost. im giving up for everything. i love all of you!

aha, i think that all for now. tengah tunggu my dearest bestfriend to pick me up from shah alam to banting. aha, rindu mereka! heee.. cant wait to meet them! yeaw! =D

till then friends,
love ya lotsa! =)

hi all!

2009-08-14T20:38:00.006+08:00

hi everyone! im back! heee~ sory la, its a long silence from me since the last post right? around one week, or more perhaps. last post was on my best friends's birthday, around 6 August, and now is 14 August, its about 8 days of silence. haha. im being very very busy lately. seriously, and i dont do any house chores kt rumah. confirm housmate2 bengang dengan saya. baju pun tak berbasuh lagi ni. dah seminggu! aiyooo! huhu~

let me start by sequence ok? it mean, day by day. aha, ye la, banyak sangat perkara jadi in the last past few days. seriously. and supposed, im going to a program this week, tapi being cancel because of certain reason. ill story it later afta this. aha. berhabuk sunggu rasanya blog ni. dah lama sangat tak berupdate. huhu~

.saturday[ 8/8/09 ].

have a site visit on that day. it takes bout 3 hour from shah alam to sabak bernam! its a really long journey! penat ok! even macam most of the time kat dalam bas, tido saje. tapi it really make me feel tired!

bertolak dari shah alam around 8am in the morning. mula2 kata sharp at 7.30am nk gerak, tapi biasa la, janji melayu katakan. huhu. penat je rushing2 siap and drive to campus semata2 nak reached before 7.15am. huhu. kinda benggang la at that moment taw!

so, disebabkan terlampau mengantuk, naik2 bas je i terus tido. haha. teruk betul kan perangai. bangun2 dah smapi kat kuala selangor, then tido balik until sampai sabak bernam. bangun tido, bangu tido je kejenya. haha! teruk teruk taw! then stop kat area mana ntah tak ingat, for breakfast. time tu dah nearly 11. lebih kurang macam brunch la. hehe~

then arrive site around 12pm! seriously, matahari tegak atas kepala. i dah la dengan tak bawak cap. memang cari pasal ok! i thought that site was really intersting, kira macam everything dah naik la. tapi still nmpk cam padang jarak padang terkukur. still on progress of soil rehabilitation. dulu my letcurer cakap building dia punya la cantik and so on, tapi ape je. just on progress of build a quarters. kinda upset la.

so, takpe la. alang2 dah sampai, just dengar la penerangan pasal site visit tu kan. so, at first terangkan pasal the soil rehabilitation tu. so i dengar la dengan penuh khusyuk. even dengan kepanasan yg tahap melampau tu, and even i dah biasa pon, tapi terasa la kepanasanya.

and just by of sudden, mata tetiba rasa blur. terlampau blur. rasa macam nk jatuh. dah pegang dah bahu one of my friend, then another friend cakap bibir i dah terlalu pale. terus bawak i gi tempat redup which is ada satu pondok la. dah la its kinda far from the place that i stand. memang tak larat gila nak jalan. mmg dah nak shut down dah time tuu, tapi kuatkan semangat jugak jalan until reached the hut.

sampai2 je, i terus duduk and relaxed for a while, then have a nap. lame gak la. bangun2 still not really ok. haish, agak upset. since tak dapat nak melawat tempat2 yg boleh gain my knowladge. ish ish. so, after about 3 hours on site, then ktorang pun bergerak la pulang. tapi before that, kitorang gi lunch dulu kat area pantai apa ntah, lupa namanya. tapi it was really nice! awan membiru! suke2~

reached shah alam nearly 7. everything 1:1:1 haha~ ye la, 3 hours on the way to sabak bernam, 3 hours on site and 3 hours on the way back to shah alam. total 9 hours! penat sangat. even most of my time tido je. haha~

then, sampai2 shah alam je terus hantar my friend balik rumah dia, i balik rumah kejap and terus gerak balik banting. papa nak guna kereta since kereta jeep rosak since early that morning, papa speeding gila2 nak fetch appie kat bangi at 4 in the MORNING! since appie kena kacau dengan benda halus. dia with her housmate. huhu~

around 10.30pm, papa hantar balik shah alam balik since the next day i have modul. uwaaa! sangat kepenatan ok! dont have any rest at all! =(

.sunday [ 9/8/09 ].

work up early for the 2nd time. really early! weekends langsung tak rupa weekends! sadis betul kan? huhu~ bangun siap2, and then gerak gi modul. seriously! dont have any mood for modul!

even satu hari je pun, tapi ambil masa yang begitu panjang sekali! lame ok! dari 8am-6pm! lame tak lama la kan? huhu~ sabar kan saja. huhu. nasib baik la tak berapa bosan, even actually memang bosan pon. haha~ dah la im the only gurl in my group! kena buli je dengan diorang! dush3x!

then afta finished the modul, my housmate ajak gi sacc mall. krun nak belanja makan big apple. i pon ikut je la, eventhou kinda tired. tapi disebabkan tumpang orang. so, it doesnt matter la.

krun pelik sebab i terlalu senyap on that particular evening. haha. sorry la, memang penat sangat on that day. huhu. soory yeah!

.monday [ 10/8/09 ].

class macam biasa. senior i message that we need to attend a bbq on that evening. at first macam tak nak pergi, tapi at last pergi jugak. hehe.. and supposely i have a dinner date that nite. tu yang macam nak tak nak pergi je. hahaha.

so, sampai ingat dah ramai, rupanya baru few people je. tapi its ok la. and that was my first time sampai kat taman tu. cantik sangat! heee.. pandai senior2 i memilih location. hehe.

and at that moment also, mr.bf dah almost reached shah alam. then i ajak dia datang join our bbq, tapi dia malu2 tak nak. my senior suma tak kesah pon dia ada. and much more, i dont have any camera with me at that moment. so, i mintak dia datang juga bbq tu, even he got some diffculties in finding the place. sory b! :p

so, we have a good moment time spending time wit senior and mr.bf. hehe. dah la there a lot of food, tapi kitorang kena cabut awal dulu since both of us dah janji nak have dinner outside. hehe.

so, mr.bf hantar balik rumah, i mandi, tukar baju and solat semua. while he went to pray also. right after i finished everything, kitorang gerak gi dinner. so i choose sri hainan restaurant. tu pon bha yang bg i cadangan kat tempat tu. its not bad! nyummy ok! and porridge dia banyak and nyummy ok! samapi tak habis i makan sorang2~ hehe~

afta diner, singgah tesco kejap, to buy mmy needed stuff. ehehe. susu la, cereal bar la, tissue la. haha. macam2 lagi la. and right after that. terus hantar i balik rumah since the next day i have a test to be answered. quite sad la kan since spent time dengan dia sangat sekejap. tak puas tahu! :(

.tuesday [ 11/8/09 ].

kelas macam biasa, and have a material test on the morning. everything going ok. i hope so. answered the test based on what i understand. scared if the prof didnt gve me a good result. uwaaa! sobs sobs sobs.

everything going with the flow. haha. nothing much on that day. cuma yang membuatkan everyone in my house shocked was, one of my housmate disahkan positive influenza A. seriously when i heard bout that, im crying. mana tak nya, i ni dah la high risk person. got asthma. mana tak cuak. dah la lately pulak temperature badan tak stabil.

immediately i call mr.bf. dia dah risau and suruh i check. masalahnya i dont have any car. and i scared of hospital and doctor. huhu. dia terus speeding from bangi to shah alam to fetch me and bring me to the hospital.

dah la i tak tahu mane goverment nya hospital kat area shah alam ni, dia terus drive to serdang. bawak gi hospital serdang. at that time dah nearly 7 something dah. dah la i ade koko that nite. uwaaa! memang terpaksa tak gi la kan. huhu~

and lucky me, i -ve of influenza A. plus i got one day of MC. haaa, tapi tak cuti pon since ada test on wednesday. huhu. mr.bf sangat lega. oh, before i forgot, i bawak my housmate sekali, and she also -ve. we are really glad.

housmate yang lain membersihkan rumah guna dettol.mop and clean everything. kecian diorang. i didnt help antyhing. bersalah sangat. sory housmateku!

.wednesday [ 12/8/09 ].

woke up quite early. get ready to spent my morning with mr.bf for the last day. uwaaa.. rasa macam sedih pon ada since after this macam dah susah nak jumpa dia. ye la, dia turun sini pon sebab ada kerja. kalau tak, susah la. semua bz kan? huhu

decide nak brekfast kat mcd, and teman i stdy.tp disebabkan mcd ttp sebab no electric, so decide brekfast kat sek 13. kat KFC. ok ok, sangat rajin pagi2 dah bukak buku. yes yes. i need and it a must since tgh hari tu i akan ade test! uwaaa! cuaks cuaks sebenarnya! huhu..

duduk kat KFC about 3 hours. tu pon setelah i kesejukkan tahap yang melampau. time i tengah study, dia sibuk pulak shoot i. haha. kejam betul. haha.

at that moment, it nearly 12, malas la nk gi campus awal2, then duduk sorang2~ sedih kan macam tu, so i ajak die bawak i jalan2. then dia kate nak lepak tasik jap. so lepak la kat tasik kejap before hantar i gi campus.

then, i pon gi la menjawab soalan test tu. ok, its a hard question. sakit jiwa gak menjawab. huhu..after habis test, jumpa papa kejap nak settle kan sal hal tshirt and banner. then balik rumah rest kejap. tido sebab badan tak berapa nk sehat lagi before malam gi meeting sal program yg i tolong handle.

that program yang supposely ktorg handle, need to be cancel, sbb that school tak nak terima kunjungan dari kami since dia takut we all bawak virus H1N1. huuu, then ada dah backup sekolah, tapi still dean tak approved our program since takut anything bad happen. so, tu sebab why im still at shah alam eventhough i supposely this week im away from home.

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aha, u think that all from me. tu je kot the intersting thing happen to me in the last week. nothing much. but im being so tired. penat tak terkata la kan. i need rest! a day of rest. doing nuthing. huuu~

ok la friends,
till then yeah!
love yeah!

happy birthday dear! :)

2009-08-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

a short post.

SARA JOHANNA BINTI ZULKIFLI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
now u are 20th babe!
no more teen anymore!
im still young! =)
aha!

this post i dedicated to my only one drugs.

my everything.

nothing much can i said, just i miss you a lot! and cant wait to fetch u at airport.

dear, happy birthday!

may ALLAH bless u, and hope u are in happy condition ok darla!

i love u lotsa!

muahx!

tired.

2009-08-05T10:37:00.002+08:00

seriously, im too tired and stress nowadays.

theres lotsa work need to be done.

having diffuculty in few things.

why i need to drive to campus eventhou i can walk to campus?
the new managment of KRISTAL its so MEANNNNNNNN!

i hate it!

im feel such a stupid person drive from my home to campus eventhou i can walk.
plus i need to go early to find a parking!

sh**t

OMG! and my money gone like water now! gosh =(

and i miss him teribbly. huuu =(

till then friends,
take care
i love u much!

how to make NurHidayah Aqilla

2009-07-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

*quiz taken from facebook*

This is how to make NurHidayah Aqilla

PREP TIME 16 Min
COOK TIME 50 Min
READY IN 45 Min

INGREDIENTS
1/2 teaspoon humour
2 3/4 cups smile
4 teaspoons success

DIRECTIONS
Bake in a preheated 325 degrees F (165 degrees C) oven for 45 minutes.