10 February 2010

Alhmadullilah...

ingat tak entri boy, cepatlah sedar ni? aha, alhmadulillah, semalam waktu MY around 8 something at night, i dengar berita baik dari bro. mula2 macam dia bangun and agak kejang sikit, but afta doc check everything, sume dah ok. and he open his eyes nowwww!!



memang bersyukur and happy yang tak terhingga bila i dengar boy dah sedar. kitorang kt twitter memang sangat gembira bile mendengar berita ni. memang sangat bersykur, and panjatkan setinggi-tinggi doa kat yang maha esa,dengan berkatnya, ALLAH dengar doa kami sume. syukur sangat2. tak terkira syukurknye.



and hanya ALLAH saje yang tahu, bertapa gembira and happynye bro, kalau im in his shoes sekalipon, conform la kan. the only one, dah bukak mata. dah sedar dari coma. YA ALLAH, kau memang maha pemurah...




08 February 2010

frankly...

 

i miss my old time. so badly. i miss them. i miss my moment with them. now, we are being far far apart, they didnt contact with me, and so do i. but, deeply inside me, i want to have chat with them, i want to laugh with them, i want to share stories with them.


i know, maybe its beacuse of me we are far apart, or maybe time changes, and people do changes, maybe me, or maybe them. It doest matter, the important is, I really miss them. Miss my high school time. where i spent most of my time with them , where i laugh with them, where i share most of my stories with them.


Gaaaah! i miss them badly, why i need to concern to those who not concern bout me rite? but, i try to get know the latest information of u guys, but seems, im lost. i know nothing bout u  guys now. seriously, i want have some good time with them. chatting, talking, laugh, shopping, and many more. but seems, i cant.


i always pray for their own happiness, pray for their own success. hope they will achieved what they want in their life. i got a boring life, but trying to make it cheerfull, even sometimes ill feel that im alone in this whole world. babes, i love u, and our memories always keep in my mind. and sometimes, im crying when it cross my mind. 


To theese people, i know, u wont read my blog, but, frankly, I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU. Friends....


♥ Sara Johanna Zulkifli
♥ Nurul Shazlin Mohd Rahim
♥ Wan Aliaa Mursyida Hanita




Time flies so fast, i know u guys have ur new clique, best friends, or what so ever. I hope u guys always happy in ur life. and ill pray for you happiness. ALWAYS......

07 February 2010

boy, cepatla sedar.

dari semalam, terjaga je mata ni, sureley terigtkan anak bro azlan, azllee. mula2 tak tahu pape since lately tido awal, time zone yang berbeza menyebabkan agak susah untuk berkomunikasi ngn bro azlan melainkan time tido lewat. but, disebabkan i pon tak bape sehat lately, tido je la awal kan.


and 2 hari sudah bile on twiiter, macam ada terbaca something yang kurang enak untuk didengari, i dapat tahu azllee pengsan kat sekolah sebab by of sudden, he cant breathe. and make it worst, doc terpaksa do some operation since salur pernafasan die sumbat. menurut kata bro azlan, this is the second time nye operation since last year die ade buat gak operation sbb salur pernafasan tersumbat. sory klu wrong info. seiigt ape yg bro penah gtaw i dulu...


bile i dapat tahu something tak kena ngn boy, i terus bukak twitter page bro untuk mengetahui ape yang terjadi sebenarnya, time tu bile i baca i dah cukup sebak dah, and i berdoa banyak2 there are nothing serious will happen to him. doa yang tidak pernah putus untuk boy from me and other friends for azllee.


even bro ngn i jauh MY-VEGAS, and tak pernah jumpe even almost nak jumpe pon time bro balek MY, tapi i terasa agak close with him maybe sebab i tak pernah ada abang maybe? yang really concern about his sister? yes, ktorang takde hubungan pertalian apa2, melainkan atas dasar seorang sahabat, tp, i sungguh sedih and teramat sebak bile mendengar berita camni.


die kecik lagi, baru 7y/o ada terpaksa bertarung ngn sume ni, kite yang dah besar ni pon sakit sikit pon kadang2 tak tahan, ni mereka yang baru nk mengenal dunia. sungguh, sedih sgt rasanya. rasa macam dah lame sangat i kenal bro azlan and boy, tapi the truth, baru je kot kenal. tapi, ntah la. somehow, i feel the pain that bro azlan tanggung.


sebelum i melelapkan mata semalam, i dapat tahu condition boy agak stabil, but bile i jaga pagi2 ni, i terus switch on laptop, and bukak twitter page bro, and i found that, doctor cakap boy coma since jantung die tak dapat nk pam oksigen ke otak! Ya, ALLAH, time i baca tadi, i dah menangis dah. sedih. sangat sedih. boy tu satunya2 yang boleh membuatkan bro happy, and sedih. bak kata orang, die la racun, dia la penawar. he is the only one that bro ade selain his family yg jauh kat MY.


I dah tak tahu nk cakap apa lagi. menitis je air mata ni meningatkan tentang boy, hope boy will be ok. boy, cepat sedar boy, daddy tgh risau saangat kt boy, daddy sayang kt boy. boy kena igt tu ye sayang, u need to be strong boy, u the only one that ur daddy have. nanti boy dah sedar, ajak daddy balik MY, tak yah dok jauh2 kat sana. boy, be strong, cuba untuk kuatkan semangat untuk sedar balik.  boy, cepatlah sedar....



i really hope boy akan sedar secepat mungking, selama dia tak sedar ni, i tak kan tggl untuk berdoa untuk boy cepat sedar, untuk boy bukak mata. boy....

 



bro, sorry, sis amek gmbr ni kt bro nye twiter page, hope bro tak marah yer. boy, cepat sedar yer dik, bangun and give ur papa a big smile yer... sedih sgt. hope sgt boy cepat sedar.. kte same2 tolong doakan yer agak boy cepat sedar ye kawan2~